Tuesday, July 26, 2005
~Awful Monday~
Yesterday was the worst monday. almost cried in class >.<
i injured my tailbone again.hai..dont think its gonna heal anymore..with pain going up my back..its a hopeless case..hai..the whole situation was funny and painful in short.. had many nicknames from some boys after that..ouch..like my bum doesnt hurt enough..
then my skirt had some problems so it became shorter in like 5seconds..eewww it was so short..hmm thinking about it..i better go do something about it..i aint walkin around in that short skirt..haha..i censored the rest of the info..haha..nah..dunno when i deleted some details above..so some info are missing..but erm lazy to retype..so ya byebye
~hurting bum..any cure? ouch ~
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9:39 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
~ Delighted~
Im so happy today..haha..at first, was so tired and grouchy.had to really control my temper, kept counting from 1-10 in my head.Then it was physics lecture, that was probably what made me unhappy. 201 lost to 101,301 and 221..oh my goodness..we are like so lousy..was so shocked and upset..we 201 better buck up and do well for the promos.haha..was rushing through the school the whole morning, until i receive a sms from my dad..haha..it was the best news i have heard in weeks..the white chicken found its way home..as in she walked on roads..practically moving around on its own..haha..guessed i should stop calling them pea brains = X haha..oops..haha..she waited at the front gate for someone to open the gate for her..its like wow..haha..im so proud of her..smart chicken..haha..really glad she is back dafe and sound.. at least it bonded the chickens and dog more..haha..now the chickens have a dog escort whenever they are released into the garden..i guessed people and animals will only appreciate and treasure the ones around them only after losing them..risky step to take..but God was always here for us..keeping our hopes alive..
~ByeBye and God bless~
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8:16 PM
Monday, July 18, 2005
~hello~
back..but no longer happy anymore..actually was still very happy these days...life filled with laughters, lame and cold jokes.. in short life was so busy until there wasnt any time to stop and brood over the past.. was walking home happily..tired but in good spirits..until i saw from far my bro climbing on the swing in the garden.. thats when i knew something is totally wrong..i mean..how often do you have a 18years old guy standing on a swing.. hardly..unless there is a need to..like duh...the only reason was our chickens went missing again..this time both were gone in a minute..parents say the rats probabky scared them..so we went looking everywhere..practically everywhere.. on the roofs etc.. until we found blackie in another house..the house which has many cats..wahahaha..really dont know whether to laugh or cry..seeing the cats being locked inside..while a chicken is in their garden.. dint know whether to hug and kiss her or scold her..did both in the end..so the search continue..till now..hai..thank god for protecting blackie..hopefullly the white one is ok..both so small and blur...hai..getting really exhausted in losing my loved ones..doing practically all i could to keep them safe..but it fails time and time again..gotta do homework liao..if not problems will keep adding on.. may god bless them and everyone..including those that have sin against Him..for repentence is the key to a new beginning..
~byebye~
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9:41 PM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
~Exhausted~
Whew..finally some breathing time..haha..so exhausted..after the mid year holi.. it was mid year.. and after that..barely 2 days.. it was work and busy days again..Homework, projects, upcoming tests, assessments, so much work to do..omg..when am i able to rest? lol.. finally found some time off to come here to blog.. gotta work hard liao.. did badly for mid years.. some say it was ok..but some say its lousy..in particular..my parents..so oh well.. its time i try harder to buck up..i gotta end here for now.. have plenty of work to pass my time away..seems like time flew by so quickly.. more than half of it spent in school..haha..but many happy memories and fun times..tiring but still well spent..despite wasting some time..haha..but thats life right..haha..ok..will write again soon..take care and god bless
~Bye Bye ~
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9:28 PM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
~ Life is like Fairy tales~
When we were young, i believed many of us have been told fairytales and mythical stories. the ending was always " And they lived happily ever after". this created an illusion in most of us, that in fairytales, there will always be a happy ending, that love is true, that you will find your prince charming/beauty and lived happily ever after. Many wished that their lives will be like fairytales, with a happy ending to it.But if we questioned our parents, married couples or even just couples, are they with the one they truely loved? the one that they cant live without? some may say yes, that they have found their true love.but some may say otherwise, that they lost their true love to someone else. How often can reality be like those stories we heard over and over again when we were young? that we will never know.
Through mjc overseas CIP selection camp, i found out many things. Like in the true and actual fairytales, there were never a happy ending, everyone died.Cinderella, sleeping beauty, practically every characters died or suffered. there were no " And they lived happily ever after". So when people say they want their lives to be like those in the tales, do they really want such lives?
A few hours after camp, when i thought my life was running smoothly for once, something put a halt to it, bringing it back to the starting line.not to the starting line, but further away from it.i thought i was helping my friend, being there to listen. but the stuffs i was told shattered me once again.It left me living through each days aimlessly. It was until i went out with friends which made me realised that i shouldnt let such person hurt me.In the past yes.But now no more. I hate myself for allowing that person to hurt me, allowing myself to lose all hope, happiness and dreams. i hate myself for not picking myself up.for wallowing in the sorrow that i knew will never be gone till i do something. Im in charge of my life, why did i let sorrow control my life. In the past, i didnt treasure the ones i loved, lost some in the process.but i learn..and will continue to do so. what that person will do or say, i will not let it hurt me anymore. What he let out brought some comfort to him, but tore my whole life apart. i should hate him for doing so, especially after all the efforts i put in to bring my life back to the path i wanted..some say i should seek revenge, let him feel what im going through. but whats the point i asked them.will it bring me happiness? will it bring him back to me? will i feel better..the answer will always be "no". it will bring me a moment of comfort..but a lifetime of regrets. that friend was someone important to me..and will always be. Life goes on.The world does not stop turning…even after Lifeblows. I miss the adeline that will never bow her head to difficulties but will face it and dissolve it. I will be stronger and smarter. learning the skills of being able to differentiate true love from just a fleeting love. I made mistakes that remove the one i love.that was in the past. But if anyone still think of hurting me, when my life is moving on smoothly..my answer to that person is "DREAM ON! "
I learnt that fairy tales do exist, the actual one does..not those we heard when we were young. Life will go on and i will live each day according to how i want it to be and not what others want it to be. To that person: thanks for teaching me so much these few years. you brought me closer to father God. you let me know that i was wrong, that my instincts are always right, that i should always listen to them. You taught me patience and temper management. thank you. You brought ultimate happiness into my life but with it was also unhappiness..But i will grow and be stronger once again.wishing us happiness and health..
haha ok..enough of typing..gotta go liao..mommy chasing
~ Picking myself up and stronger than before(i hope) ~
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4:00 PM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
~ The Zoo ~
I wanna go to the zoo with friends..hehe...go and woooo...ahhhh at the cute animals..take photos..of humans and animals...lol..long time never go zoo..hope they aint ill treating the animals =X..lol..joking..maybe i should go on monday..hmmm..but its public holiday..public holiday = family outings= zoo very very crowded= animals cannot have afternoon naps= moody animals= they dont wanna take photos with you as they wanna sleep= not very nice photos..hmmm...weird but logical equations..lol..so i guessed its another day for such outings..Miss the zoo alot..thought of going night safari..hmm..probably should have chalet..then all go night safari..but how to go back chalet..lol..camp there? hmmm probably needs more planning..Think i will concentrate on Family..friends..studies and sports..hehe.. Love..love for the zoo..love for someone..can be put aside for awhile..till an hour or so..lol..still mesmerized by J chou..lol..he caught my entire attention for the whole day..lol..the 1st actor to do such to me..besides legolas..lol..dont wanna blog liao..need my sleep..hehe..but who m i kidding..when thoughts come into my head..i just wanna blog..lol..
~Bye Bye(again= X) ~
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12:49 AM
~ A Great Day ~
Today was mid year listening comprehension..or should i say its yesterday..lol..Was so stuck between going escape theme park or pw meeting..decided pw more important BUT in the end.. the meeting was only till noon and i didnt bring clothes for the park..so oh well...movie time!! haha..after dental went home to change..soo pleased with the colour i chose for my band..was supposed to meet han long and samuel at kembangan mrt at 2...haha but blur samuel didnt check hp..so hl and me personalli go down pasir ris to fetch him..wahahaha..had sooo much fun laughing and playing..haha...lunch was great, thanks to hl's recommendations = ) so after that we from taka walk walk to plaza spore..walk walk when there is mrt..haha..enjoying the scenery and sights..haha..so at ps we went all the way up up, buy tickets for Initial D then went all the way down down to buy water from carrefour..cause i was dying of thirst..haha..so went all the way up again ..sat down and talk and rest..hehe..Initial D is darn cool..darn Nice..realli great show..got soo hooked onto the racing..love the sounds of the engines..love watching them compete..the speeds..its like wheeeeeeeee and whew and Jay chou win..He is SOOOOOOOOOO cute..expressions..replies..practically everything except his poor gf who had to sell herself to like support her family..whatever the reasons..jay chou 100% deserve better..hehe..war of the worlds sucks..lol..beginning was nice..ending too sudden and stupid..aliens died because of AMOEBA..lol..like -.-" .lol..somemore we go down bugis for that..so ya..came home 12 midnight..lol..so i better catch some sleep..supposed to go escape theme park tmr..or should i say later in the morning..lol..will see if i can wake up..lol.. =X.. goodnight ..
~Bye bye~
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12:14 AM
Friday, July 01, 2005
~Hello~
Was thinking whether i should create this..After all i already have a friendster blog..haha..the outcome of the "brainstorming" is obvious..Anyway..today is a day of mixed feelings.haha..feeling nervous in the morning..gonna sit for physics midyear..i did prepared myself for it..practised..read..read..gotten myself all tensed up..haha..but the tension subsided with a few outbursts of laughter..but came back cause Lai ( Ms Esther Lai) said we aint listening and we had to zzipp..like duh..we are all excited..full of energy..thats what a teenager should be like right..haha..away with the nonsense...haha..we are all excited..ok maybe not all..some..cause its our "last" paper today..which means we can play after it..haha..gonna have chinese listening compre tmr..but what are we supposed to do to prepare for it? lol..we could listen to chinese radio station..not watch movie..so will not spoil ear drums..go for ear wash..lol...crap!! haha..time passed very quickly..great..lol..as can play..not so great cause it means i was in a blur state during the exam = x haha but i managed to complete it : )
Was supposed to go out for movies..but friends all want to go home watch tv...play com..some got class outings..hai..so left han long and me...stupid samuel..dunno where he go..haha..last heard from hl is he with friends so we presumed he changed his mind..lol..but found him on Msn..haha..so Nvm..its ok we go home and maple then..haha..Tmr going escape theme park..haha..wheeeeee...long time never go there liao..gotta get people to plan chalet liao..then can go havoc..haha...just received kwee haan msg..hai..there goes the escape plan..its ok...will see how tmr..haha..wanna play..wanna run around..haha..sound like small kid = x..but there is a kid in everyone right..lol..
i wanna rock climb too..gonna sign up during school days..haha..rock climb during weekends..then study at night..lol..then if hand suan suan..got excuse for not doing hw =X haha ..just joking..will do hw..*yawnz* ok bathing and nap time..hehe..maybe play with the chickens..
~Bye bye~
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6:10 AM