~Love~

Life is better, as compared to beginning of the year,except occasional tempers*sighs*. But was the last 2 years better? with you by my side, with your strong arms around me, feeling the warmth of your body, knowing im safe in your arms, that you will always protect me.But we left what we treasured so dear behind us, moving on with life..Or is it only you moving on, with me watching your fading shadows.I tried convincing myself that i have moved on, maybe i did.maybe i didnt.conversations are rare, only when i needed your comfort or when im injured, you would always turn back to pull me up.but moving on the moment im fine.can you be by my side once again? like we used to? im confused.im still in love with you, but with my heart pining for you and someone else.is it possible to love a person but like another? its possible as said by friends, but could i bring myself to do that? to fully move on, away from what we left behind.comparisons constantly fill my mind,reminding me that i love you.but he brought back happiness and laughters into my empty life.the life that was shattered with our agreements. he put a smile on my face, hopes back into my life, numbing the pain left in my heart with your departure.Should i like him? will it be fair to him? knowing that there will always be a place for you in my heart.should i let this continue, or deceive myself that i have no feelings for him. the one i love doesnt respond, but the one that i have no feelings for keep responding.why is love so weird? missing you alot, even short msgs like "how are you" brightens up my day and week.was it fate or destiny that when im blogging this, you talked to me, caring for me? maybe its just plain luck, coincidence? im confused, but sure that i still love you..

~Loving you has become a habit~

she told the story ... 12:25 AM

~Changes~
Life can only get better right? i hope so.. seem to be coming down with a flu..Should a person listen and trust her intuition or the intuition of others?

Last night, i decided to go for the flu jab as i guessed next week i probably will be very busy and mom was supportive of the idea..so i got ready, bathed, refreshed..but aint refreshed enough..hehe, misread the clock, saw 7:45 as 8:45..so oh well, use the com 1st to do pw since daddy wanna watch his show..after minutes and hr, hehe finally i was at the clinic..and my doc kept trying to persuade me not to go the Zhe jiang for ocip, hehe, she was like "dun go la, after bird flu how? dun go ba" *holdin the syringe, getting ready to inject me* hehe. and mommy was like " ya lor..hehe..but pay liao..later cancel how? then u get 2 jabs for nothin..hehe" so oh well, might as well get it over and done with right? so i was injected and arm hurt alot now..thank goodness i dint insist for the 3rd jab, which wld be on my bum.hehe..imagining myself unable to sit or scream each time it touches the chair. *pity des* hehe..had to pw upon reaching home, but was chatting with old frens, so efficiency rate dropped alot..hehe..

Amazingly i managed to wake up on time, actually much earlier, so that daddy would not get stuck in the traffic jam..was getting breakfast ready and daddy said " no hurry, slowly do, i also need to eat breakfast" hehe..normally he doesnt eat breakfast that early, probably leaving his stomach for his daily kaya/ peanut butter bread and ya kun coffee.hehe..so we set off for school on time = ) decided to mug for chinese with cheryl, yc and ben in the canteen as chinese A lvl is approaching real quick..haha..day was ok, with occasional laughters as jaryl refused to look at me as i hav figured out how to counter his " adeline...sucks" with " jaryl....is a stupid boy/stinks" lol.. the look on his face yesterday was so comical and satisfying..hehe..everything turned out ok, managed to get ocip proposal almost done until...

We had a ocip meeting in the afternoon, lunch at mac was soooooo filling, felt like puking and sleeping..lol..all cheng cheng' fault..hehe..his " macdonald macdonald" hehe..no la..not exactly his fault..Guessed everyone already knew that the chances of our trip being cancelled is very high, and hai, it was sadly cancelled. Ocip was like 1st we were supposed to go Sichuan, but pig problem, so we moved to Zhe jiang, then it was Newspaper collection problem, had to go door to door giving out pamphlet twice, so we had car washing (great time) but now is bird flu.. and pig cant travel really far right? so actually Zhejiang was safe until the birdy had to come,hai..it sorta dampen my spirit, felt like something was ripped away from me..so decided to stay for every groups' dry run, to see their slides and presentations and simply i didnt want to be alone, even if it means sitting with friends but keeping quiet..but it turned out quite fun, listening to their presentations, and alex was like *poke poke my arm* and jaryl was like *covering his face, cant see adeline* and * adeline sucks!!* lol..hai..boys..hehe..enjoyed talking to alex..sometimes abit erm..erm..but still a nice person to chat with about relationships..hehe..coming to a conclusion that a relationship with tys and assessment books is the best relationship..hehe..So i stayed till 7:10pm and daddy picked me up = )

was real tired and got irritated as easili as *snapping fingers* so sounded irritated each moment someone called.decided to go into seclusion but ended up dozing off. thanks mummy for putting me into bed and under covers =) *muacks* hehe but forgot to remove contacts, so ouch!! but luckily it rained, maybe its the coolness or the sound of the rain that cool off my irritation = )

~Dreams dashed within 30mins~

she told the story ... 11:26 PM

~*ouch* ~
i have learnt my lesson, always listen to mummy, cause
1) she always knows whats best (seriously..haha)
2)everytime i dont, i get injured or stuffs do backfire,like she said it would
3)everytime i listen,things turn out well

hai, ok, i didnt listen to my mummy yesterday and ended up with a serious sprain. darn pain. hai. phone batt was flat yesterday, since i was msging and calling alot..so it was dead flat. but luckily got kwee haan, managed to borrow his phone to further msg and call friends..hehe..sorry kh..hehe..since the day's programme couldnt be confirmed, had to plan further ma..hehe..but in the end cher, me, jaryl and jj decided to go for dinner and movie, after cher's outing, jj and my pw meeting and jaryl's shopping spree..lol..so decided to msg mummy about the night's event..should have called, but kinda figured that she would probably say no =X so chose to msg.hehe..but her reply to kh's and my phone didnt reach me as by the time she replied, i have already left jj's house and kh was already home, and my phone auto off..
so jj and i met cher and jaryl at tmall cinema and we decided to catch a movie before dinner as we could only make it for the 7pm plus show and not the 9pm plus show..so we proceeded to cs as tmall's shows all started liao..bought tickets to The Transporter2, and as usual the clumsy me had to lose my balance when walking down the stairs in the dark theatre..*ouch* dark cinema and slippery slippers aint a good combi.. after sharing jaryl's popcorn with him and cher, had to massage my swollen ankle..lol..amazingly i managed to get home, without much pain..it was only when i reached home, that the pain got so intense..hai..but im still thankful i was able to get home on my own..never did sprain my ankle before, never did felt such intense pain, until i was so afraid i broke my ankle.. but guessed the reason why i never did sprain my ankle despite several twisting of the ankle was probably because it accumulated till today..each time i twisted my ankle, something wrong happen to the ligaments..and it just adds on till today..no wonder somedays when i rotate my feet, there are some pain..
with the sprained ankle,i thought it wasnt that bad, decided to go see des play bball since i cun join him, decided to go with cher and jason for the wakeboarding finals..all these after pw meeting..but in the end, woke up in the morning with a sharp pain in the ankle..but pushed on and got dressed..decided to tell mom about the sprain, since by the time i reached hm last night, she was already asleep. as expected, she was upset with me..and told me to go back to bed and rest the ankle..so dint turn up for any of the activities,hai..sorry guys, esp my pw group.will try my best to help out in wr and thanks cheryl for her advice on sprained ankles..sorry cher, about ur bio notes, will try to return to ya asap
okays..gotta go copy cher's bio notes and pw..was pwing till i almost forgot about it..thanks cher for reminding me = )
To whoever that reads, take care and God bless..dont be as clumsy as me..hehe..it seems like im injuring myself almost every week..darn..better be more careful..esp on the overseas cip trip *crossing fingers*

~hurt..from the sprain? from loving him? or a combi..a combi i think..hai..~

she told the story ... 7:42 PM

~MJC Open House~
haha..tjc open house was fun..but mjc open house was equally as fun = )..haha..maybe its the small size of tjc that makes it feel as though its very packed, while mjc seems more spacious..BUT it still the people who are by your side that matters..really..with great friends beside ya, even boring times will breeze past so quickly..
today..it was a rush in the morning.last night while packing and deciding on stuffs, i fell asleep in a weird position and woke up in the exact position, with my glasses beneath me, oh my, what will my parents say..hehe..worse was i woke up 1hr late, meaning my dad wld get caught in the jam on his way home..darn..felt so pissed and upset with myself..so kept apologising to my daddy, and he didnt lecture me = ) hehe guessed he saw how upset i was and figured that my self-blaming was sufficient..haha.. great dad = ) he even joked throughout the journey..hehe..reached sch with an empty stomach, but thanks to zhen yee, i had 5 cookies for breakfast..love ya girl = ) hehe.. so it was busybusy, changing into shorts and house shirt, putting up boards, designing boards, and finally it was car washing!! yeap..it was fun and enriching..hehe..got wet..got sunburnt..but it did bond us abit ya? hehe..during the break, i had fun helpin zy and des with their booths..so fun!! although des was like "not funny not funny" -.- " lol but oh well, used to his "not funny" X 2..lol..thanks cheng cheng for my 1st ching chao drink..hehe..i bought like 3 cups in the end..lol..but too sweet..*diabetic alert* hehe..and my 5dollars flew away when jaryl, jj and david needed drinks..but its ok, thats wads frens are for..hehe free drinks delivery? haha..since they were sellin prata, delicious prata( recommended by teachers and des..he said it like 5 times la..lol) but since i let him disturb me, he "looked after" my coupons..lol..it was like "daddy i need money" *nah give u..no more money liao ar* lol..
ate a prata, abt 8-10 dougnat balls, a sweet, 3 ching chao drinks for lunch..yummy..so it was back to car washing ..hehe..after hanging around at zy and des booths..hehe..the before and after effects of washing cars was so wow..haha..esp those dirty cars..hehe..lazed in the staff rm after the whole car wash tingy..it was to support rp that i came out of the nice comfy air conditioned rm..lol..since her cca was gonna perform, and guitar performance is so nice!! almost wanted to join guitar..but nah, if i did, i probably wld be joinin many cca..haha..great performance..love the pink panther part..hehe..back to helpin zy and des, we resorted to mobile food sales..which was so comical when zy and i was like " desmond balls!! wei han balls!!" and des was like "adeline thighs" lol..figured out what we were shoutin? lol..sounds wrong right..it was actually " dougnat balls" and "chicken wings" lol..but who cares, we had fun, esp with the look on des's face, it was 99.9% satisfaction although we knew we were makin a fool of ourselves..lol..that 0.01% was erm..the sense of guilt for disturbing him..haha..but we did managed to sell many balls and wings..hehe..had a great time roaming the school, lookin at booths, teasing one another and goin from yin sy booth to zy booth to ocip booth..hehe
guan, mok and luppy came!! heehee ...missed you guys like ?!!! lol was so happy to see you guys..but it wld be weird if we hugged? i mean erm..they are guys..and lol i probably will surprise them with the hugs..haha..but really miss them alot..and other frens too = ) but couldnt hang around for long as the mobile sales was moving..(mobile = moving..like duh ..haha) so it continued until it was almost time for bio olymp, we rushed to get tatooed..lol..and rahman so cute!! lol he actualli waved back when i was like jumpin up and down abit , waving to him..lol and replied when i was like " rahman..whatcha doin ? hehe" ..great teacher ya..even when my carelessness screwed up his subject..great guy..hope he move up with us..*crossing fingers* so with nice tatoos..thanks to cher's financial help and cher's fren's artistic skills..hehe..so we rushed to bio olymp..ran..hehe..kinda stupid and weird..we are like having fun and stop!! cause of bo..lol..so aint concentrating much thru some of the presentation..msgin guan and restrictin myself from dancing..lol..they blasted the music till classrm block cld hear..lol " what if we all of a sudden stand up and dance?" cher asked..hmm..i think thats a good idea..although it wld scare ms wang..lol..I WANNA join the mass dance..hehe..sorta woke up when it was cher's presentation..hehe and babe, we were smilin, laughin, to support u and give u the assurance that u were doin great..hehe..ended on time at 6:45pm..hehe ..cher ur great, squeezing so many slides in like so little amt of time *clap hands* hehe so we ran to the atrium, lookin for aud and rp..jap lesson was gonna start!! hehe the adrenaline rush was great!! in the end we sat 2 cabs and was abt 15 mins late..but better late then never right? lol..jason probably saw my tired tears and we started a conver by writing on my jap notes..lol..saw some eye candies earlier at open house and at marine parade cc..but oh well eye candies are fleeting moments..hehe..
PS: sorry cheryl, for causing her to stay up whole night to do pw, im really sorry i dozed off..*sorry* will do whatever i can to make up to ya..
thanks zy for her cookies, and to everyone for making my day an enjoyable and grreat one!! lets have more of such activities ya? with all the nonsense and laughters..hehe
Life in JC may be hectic, stressful, depressing, dreadful, exhausting..but with great friends and family by your side..life will be a breeze..with occasional storms = ) love ya guys *hugs*

~We Mjcians may not be the top students in spore, but our Open house was the best! *grins*~

she told the story ... 10:25 PM

~Right or Wrong?~
Somethings some see it as right, some wrong..Should everyone be given a chance to explain? i was just dreaming that there was such thing as a short time interval, something like 10mins for people to juz sit down and think through tings? good idea? hope so..

Yesterday, my mind was a wreck..kept having to think whether to skip a meeting and watch movie or exercise or crash tjc or be a good girl and go for the meeting..as usual i chose the 1st idea..then it was choosing of movie..parents wun approve me in watching scary movies, since i have selective memory which permanently keeps the pic of scary scenes and somehow keep having recurring nightmares..so yea im banned from these movies, with the exceptions of listening to fren's narration of the show..haha..So cher, xp, jason and i watched "the wig"..i admit, i kept my feet up..for 2 reasons..1. when im scared, i curl up.. 2. i was feeling cold..there was occasional screams and frequent covering of eyes*embarrassed* but hey that was my 1st scary movie kays.hehe..last time it was always watched at home, with lightings and the usage of a remote control..hehe..we managed to crash tjc open house..hehe..met many old friends..miss them alot!! hehe.. was offered a ride home by sandy, as she was having tkd and i was having jap classes..but turned down as i felt it wasnt nice to accept and also what about cher and friends..so oh well..figured i shall go home by bus..but in the end, maybe accepting the ride would be good, at least i wun get disturbed by jason and his pic of rong pu' hair..But the night ended quite well, i slept well, because God was by my side as always..

Was looking forward to today since the idea of blading came about.But had overseas cip meeting, in which we had to go door to door to inform residents about our newspaper collection, worse was 2 person was assigned to 10 HDB blocks which has 16 storeys..had to multitask, slotting leaflets in gaps, talking to residents, msging wake up msgs, and trying to find a comfortable time for all to blade..whew..thank goodness my dad was able to fetch me home and to the beach for blading, i think i seriously need more exercise and sleep, slept throughout the journey home and to the beach, Is napping good? if i didnt nap, would i not be in such a crappy mood? dunno, but it sure make me miss my bed..hurried to beach in the end, actually it was daddy that hurried as he knew i was rushing, haha..todays probably the 1st time i decided on clothes and got dressed that quickly, with the help of mummy reminding me about safety, checking i had everything..
thought everything would be great, was actually hoping for it to be great.. trying not to be too quiet or moody..no point spoiling others' moods right..but failed in the end, dunno why things just magnify itself..like tiny things could become something big..was abit moody knowing friends left without me, sorta felt upset as i missed out the fun time in Vjc..felt worse knowing friends got lost and walked 50mins in the wrong direction..it was like damn, i should have hurried and go down to vjc asap, then probably would have caught up with them, or they just wait a little abit more, so they wun get lost, and both parties wun need to walk down and up..hai..i shldnt have let myself feel anything about them leaving 1st, i made them wait, so what can i do..
gotta kinda irritated with the noisy background when talking on the phone..on normal days, i would probably just ask the other party to cover the mouth piece, so that only his voice could be heard..but today it was "shut up"..feeling so exhausted, tried to think whether to ask des to come to the midway distance between mac and friends, tried to think whether to go find friends, tried to picture the whole beach, finding the location of friends..but multi-tasking aint good at such situation i guessed..hai..in we met halfway..des's tiredness may have rubbed off on me, or simply i was moody to start of with..was my face black? wished i had a mirror to see it..its just me..to keep quiet when angry, pissed, tired, upset or irritated..Thanks cher, for offering the muffins, xp and cheng for trying to communicate with me..and if i sorta ignored anyone..sorry, was just trying to get back to normal by shutting out everything..said somethings that are wrong..or phrased wrongly..i think i should have calm down before talking, probably would have handled the situation better..But things got back to almost normal, we had our blades after lunch..and i seriously felt better after blading and some laughters= ) love gliding without having to move the feets, effortlessly..oh well,i feel i should apologise to all that waited, sorry guys, and to those who felt my moodiness..sorry..
seriously miss the sun, canoe, kayak, volleyball, rollar blading, ice skating, the sea and being the happy me..
was i affected because he saw me yesterday and tried to contact me, but i only knew after 30mins, missing the chance to hear his voice, see him in the flesh, and the chance to tell him i love and miss him badly..and that he was the only one that i felt safe when watching anything disturbing..hai..
Right or wrong, i shall work harder to make sure my days would get better and not worse, by keeping a positive attitude and being more observant to my phone, so i wouldnt upset anyone and wouldnt miss the chance to see him..

But for now, at least tonight, i shall just watch "full house" and let myself day-dream..figured no one would read this blog..so oh well..shall end here

~things can get better right? pls say yes ~

she told the story ... 9:47 PM

~Happy Birthday to Me..~

Firstly.. must thank all who wished me..hehe.. Thanks guys !! you guys wasnt trying to msg at 12am on the dot right..lol..but really thank you guys for remembering..with promos in many minds..i didnt expect you guys to remember.. especially shu yan..thanks for your overseas sms..really wanted to reply back to thank ya and chat with ya..but was worried you couldnt receive..thanks babes and dudes for your wishes..
This is probably the weirdest birthday i have..haha..lets take a trip down all the 8 octobers of 17 years..hmm..hehe
1 year old: whats with people staring at me?? was the 1st word from me vulgar? = X hope not.hehe
2year old: people are still lookin at me, with some spongy thing in their hands and mouths..
argh crap..lets just rewind... hehe
3-5year old: yea i got a big big book birthday cakes..with great friends by my side..and erm.. a knife in my hands..hope i didnt look menacing =X
6 year old: power ranger birthday.. pink ranger i was..lol..running around with the pink mask with cousins..
7-10 years old: normal birthday..cakes and all..
11-14 years old: birthday cakes..no more parties = ( exams periods always fall on by bday..hai..hehe
15 and 16 years old: birthday cakes..same as the above..but it were the best.. aint as crazy and fun and childish as the above..but still the best = )
17 year old: whew finally..life have juzt begin..hehe..sweet seveteen..think i heard sweet sixteen..but is there sweet seventeen ? hehe..oh well.. the beginning of my life sure starts in a weird way.. as promo is within this week.. parents thought of why not black pepper crabs today then tmr bday cake..lol.. and then mom rmbred have to make wishes on the exact day..but no time go buy cake liao..what to do?? with red eggs and ang ku kueh on the table(in front of me).. "why not we stick candles in the ang ku kueh..then sing song and cut "cake" to make wishes?" haha.. trust her to think of such wacky ideas..lol.. so in the end i made my wish over 2 almost spolit ang ku kueh..wahahaha..but it was great..despite having someone missing in my life now..but life gotta move on rites?

okie..the crabs have come liao.. Wheeee~ hehe..
Take care peeps and God bless~~ hehe i love you guys .. hehe..*hugs*
To that someone, i truely miss you like crazy = )..but i didnt wish for you to come back as life gotta carry on with God's plans..*hugs and kisses*

~byebye~

she told the story ... 6:27 PM

>>*aDeLiNe*<<
(Female) (20) (8 Oct 1988)
(Ex-naps) (Ex-nas) (Ex-MJC)
(NYP PT0701) (NTU BMS)



[God] [Family] [him] [friends] [freedom]



~> Him
~> Good grades & health for everyone
~> Sony digital recorder VoicePlus ICD-U70(1GB)/ICD-U60(512MB)/ICD-U50(26MB)
~> Electronic chinese dictionary
~> Sony T20
~> A Orange Crumpler
~> A bedroom,totally designed by me
~> Navel piercing
~> Scooter license
~> Scooter
~> Shopping spree(new clothes and accessories)

> Play the guitar
> Play the piano
> Drive
> Nightcycle
> Nightblade
> Scuba dive
> Wakeboard
> Cableboard
> Get toned abs
> Get my kayaking 2nd star

* Graduate with double degree 1st class honours.
* Mug everyday.
* Maintain a healthy lifestyle.Exercise Execise
* Reach my ideal weight of 48-50kg.

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