Double degree in Biomedical Science & TCM To do well in this course, it has very few and extreme options
1) you are a genius and dont really need to study much and you still get you A+ and A. No Bs allowed. Not even B+. Since you would wanna get 1st class honours, wouldnt you. i aint a genius so this option is a no-no for me =(
2) you aint a genius, but you can be super duper wuper luper hardworking. so what do you do to get your 1st class honours? simple. dont sleep everyday or rest for only 1-2 hrs and mug the rest of your remaining uni life time. In short, no life! How can! how can i do that to myself when im like..only 19 once, only 20 once, only 21 once...get the idea? i cant "Waste " my few precious young years on mugging. thats so ARGH! and its a big enormous ARGH im talking about. i need a life and i 100% need my sleep. i love sleeping alot.ALOT. i can sleep a day away effortlessly. so how can i only sleep for 1-2 hrs.i will seriously cry. And no life? oh my goodness! i wanna go out with my friends! i wanna go night cycling. i wanna go movie watching and cycling and kayaking and.. so many many more.i miss all of my friends! I love weekends (and dread them sometimes) cause its the time i can be with my loved ones and friends. but i feel so torn apart between spending time with them and spending time with my notes. i wanna do them BOTH! I wanna stop time, clear my work and still spend time with everyone. i guess i didnt consider all these when i accepted this course.i simply didnt know what i was in for till im in it and seriously sinking in it.
i guess i got a few choices: 1) study as much as i can which is insufficient to get me my 1st class honours BUT still able to catch some decent amount of rest(is 5 hrs decent?!) and ALSO spend time with loved ones and friends.(to friends who are reading this, im so sorry i couldnt make it for so many activities =( will try harder to make time =) )
2) stupidly and with all the determination i can ever have, choose the above option 2 and pray i make it out alive and kicking to go get my 1st class honours. its kinda sad..VERY sad actually if you put in so much freakingly amount of efforts, blood and sweat and guts into your studies and you go nuts before you can see the fruits of your hardwork or you drop dead and die from exhaustion or your body just feel you are seriously nuts and give up on you. Funny is, im studying tcm and we seriously know that these 5 years will probably shorten our lives by 10years or more with the amount of exertion we are giving our mind and body. Meaning we just need to pray we wont die the next day to not enjoy the fruits of our labour and that at the end of it, what we learnt will be used in trying to prolong our very own shortened lifespans. ironical indeed it is. Doctors-to-be mugging away their life, only to try to remedy and make up for their actions. Prayers to all doctors-to-be: may your mind and body stay strong and fierce through this rough tough journey of becoming a pair of healing hands. And in your efforts to heal others, to bring possible comforts to the injured and sick, that you will be blessed in your journey and thereafter, that your pair of healing hands will save and comfort those in need. i guess it is the very reason why we are on this path, for this dream we hold deep in our hearts and minds. So we gotta stay strong and fierce. never giving in. never giving up. Thats why the option of quiting this course should be deleted from my mind =)
TIME MANAGEMENT! PRIORITISE! in the end, im choosing the 2nd 1) and gonna put in my best efforts in everything i do. so that at the end of whatever that may come out of it, i know i did my best =) no regrets.
~> Him
~> Good grades & health for everyone
~> Sony digital recorder VoicePlus ICD-U70(1GB)/ICD-U60(512MB)/ICD-U50(26MB)
~> Electronic chinese dictionary
~> Sony T20
~> A Orange Crumpler
~> A bedroom,totally designed by me
~> Navel piercing
~> Scooter license
~> Scooter
~> Shopping spree(new clothes and accessories)
> Play the guitar
> Play the piano
> Drive
> Nightcycle
> Nightblade
> Scuba dive
> Wakeboard
> Cableboard
> Get toned abs
> Get my kayaking 2nd star
* Graduate with double degree 1st class honours.
* Mug everyday.
* Maintain a healthy lifestyle.Exercise Execise
* Reach my ideal weight of 48-50kg.
