Spring Blossom, Autumn Sorrows

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Life is getting more and more interesting.
On a bus, while partial swinging with the handle. I broke it. It wasnt on purpose.Honest. I think its strap was already half torn from others' partial swinging =X . Oh wells, it sure was embarrassing *blush* everyone was staring at me and i didnt know what to do with it in my hand! except to laugh at myself. Unlucky? maybe..read on ...
In class, after lesson. We had this plastic springy tingy made from bottles. I stressed that we HAD. =X the last one hanging was ripped off by me. yes, i ripped it off. Not on purpose. serious.i was doing the tarzan stance while chatting with my friends.and it came off while i was in mid swing =X i really didnt do it on purpose.*blush again* And jon jon, i do not rip off my boyfriend's arm.= P Unlucky strike 2...
Much much earlier. wanted to buy 2 packets of seaweed. paid for the 1st and when i was taking my change from the money dispenser, it bounced out of it and disappeared! darn..not enough money to buy my 2nd packet..thank goodness got jas to help me look high and low for it *grins* but thats not all, my 1st packet of seaweed dont wanna drop into the collection area = S Unlucky strike 3 strike 4...kinda got abit paranoid as jas joked about that very same ting before i bought my food.
At the very same vending machine, i lost my money again. it bounced out and disappeared. 50 cents..Unlucky strike 5...
And still counting =X....
hai...been rather down on my luck this year. almost every aspects of life seem to be on the unlucky spree...oh wells.. life still goes on...just gotta be more careful..with vending machines and potential swinging objects? hehe..what if the vending machine fall on me?! its possible you know, since they pasted a sticker on it saying it can collapse =X what if the swinging object give way and i fly?! haha...oh wells.. life is weird...= P

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you.I love you.

she told the story ... 10:26 AM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

random thoughts...
this year is truely an interesting one.
i began my quest in search of new skills and goals in life
i lost control of my behaviour
mood swings like crazy
dropped physics, something i love but had to choose what might be best
met many interesting friends
mastered stage 1 of letting go
mastered stage 1 of conquering heart ache
got reconnected to the child in me
*blank*

nights

she told the story ... 12:47 AM

Friday, April 07, 2006

I MISS YOU !

You

Him

I WANT YOU !

You

Him

I NEED YOU!

You

Him

I LOVE YOU !

You

Him

she told the story ... 11:20 PM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Will you...

Pick me up when i fall?

Be there when im down?

Stay by my side, like you promised?

Take my hand & never let go?

Hold me tight in your arms?

Keep me safe & always with you?

Dry the tears that i cried

On the surface on my face

Beneath the surface in my heart.

Miss me the way you did before?

Cause i miss you badly.

Need me the way you did in the past?

Cause i need you badly in my life.

Love me as true as before?

Cause i truely love you.

be my past, present & future?

she told the story ... 9:46 PM

%that's me

>>*aDeLiNe*<<
(Female) (20) (8 Oct 1988)
(Ex-naps) (Ex-nas) (Ex-MJC)
(NYP PT0701) (NTU BMS)

%FAVOURITES

[God] [Family] [him] [friends] [freedom]

WISHLIST

~> ~~Him~~
~> Good grades & health for everyone
~> Sony digital recorder VoicePlus ICD-U70(1GB)/ICD-U60(512MB)/ICD-U50(26MB)
~> Electronic chinese dictionary
~> Sony T20
~> A Orange Crumpler
~> A bedroom,totally designed by me
~> Navel piercing
~> Scooter license
~> Scooter
~> ~~Shopping spree(new clothes and accessories)~~

> Play the guitar
> Play the piano
> Drive
> Nightcycle
> Nightblade
> Scuba dive
> Wakeboard
> Cableboard
> Get toned abs
> Get my kayaking 2nd star

* Graduate with double degree 1st class honours.
* Mug everyday.
* Maintain a healthy lifestyle.Exercise Execise
* Reach my ideal weight of 48-50kg.