Saturday, May 27, 2006
Is it me or is everyone becoming a little hyper sensitive?
i know i'm.
she told
the story ...
12:44 AM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting me so deep
I got my pride, i will not cry
But it's making me weak
I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everythings ok
Boy i am only human
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me
可是现在的你 不再像从前
是什么让我们疏远
我发现你和我的距离开始越来越远
感觉不到 你还在身边
我只能活在期盼 回到过去的世界
坚持到 最后一夜
曾经的一点一点
支离破碎的画面是否和~我一样想念
想念那每一个细节
she told
the story ...
12:30 AM
Its late.past 12 midnight. aint mugging though. kinda sad when i can stay up for invalid reasons, but the sight of work puts me to sleep.haha.
Last year, a heavy painful feeling was in my heart. for a year and more, it stayed there. numbing most emotions of mine. But friends are always there for me, cheering for me, listening to my complaints and sometimes just by being there silently while i sort out my thoughts.thanks guys. you guys were great, but the cause of that feeling isnt found in our present lives.
This year, it disappeared.well sorta. the burden in me was finally disappearing! bit by bit! At the beginning i was confused as i didnt think a simple sentence from you could do such a miracle to me.but it did. And everyone could see i was truely happy. but something isnt right. you and i both know its not the right path we are taking. yes it would be beneficial for me, my studies, future etc. but is it what i truely want? what i truely seek in life? will it 100% benefit me? Right now, my answer is yes and no. yes, its the most logical path. No, cause it isnt what my heart truely wants. The same heavy feeling came back again.
But i will persevere! if i could do it for 1yr ++. what more is 6more months? why im always blogging about heart matters? cause its simply the only aspect of my life that could lift and crush my hopes and emotions. and maybe i trust my heart more than my mind.
she told
the story ...
12:06 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Wheee~~
Hahaha...
Love yesterday!
Got a new haircut!
Got a new New Balance bag!
Got a new Salomon Blades!
Eyeing at 2 Salomon bags =P
All thanks to my parents = )
was supposed to buy K2 or scorpion blades which are cheaper..
but cant find any K2 and scorpion is kinda boyish and aint really nice..
so left with salomon = )
Can the week get any better?
Hopefully. Only a handful can make it better.
she told
the story ...
9:25 AM
Monday, May 01, 2006
Torn Apart
Deep Inside
Without You
The Missing piece
she told
the story ...
8:21 PM
