Sunday, August 28, 2005
~ 1st love= true love?~
today woke up early, reluctantly as still have tons of homework and bio lect test to study for..but in the end watched The Notebook..Great show..very very romantic..almost cried..it gave people the thinking that most 1st love is the most unforgettable one..true? well the female char felt all emotional upon seeing her 1st love, to be specific the guy she fell for during a summer holiday..She moved on with life, waiting for his letters which were taken away by her mom, she got engaged to some army guy, but went back to her 1st love a few days before her marriage..hehe..the whole story was great with a sad ending..they grew old but she had serious dementia..But its so touching!! he kept reading her their love life to help regain her memories despite her constant relapse..hai..do true love exist..hai..what a nice story..now back to reality which is filled with incomplete works and problems..So byebye..
~dreaming about love = X~
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7:39 PM
Saturday, August 20, 2005
~Speechless~
*whew* letting out a sigh feels great..thanks del, for being there constantly to hear me out..haha..kinda pity you..lol..you are always there when im angry,when im sad, when im exhausted, even when i missed being loved..haha..practically every mood or feeling that i go through, you are always there to reply to my nonsensical ramblings. thanks bro.. Really miss the sec 1 and 2 days, esp the chalets..haha..boys play playstation, girls erm..dunno talk and have fun..lol..better stop thinking of the past..hehe..still deciding which skill to take up for nyaa..and it left me speechless..really..lol.. cant seem to decide and stuffs..But to sum everything up, i realised im more of a hands-on person..thats probably why i keep choosing outdoor activities instead of languages..hehe..but steppin out of comfort zone is good right? hopefully..well..gotta go..kinda late already..goodnight = ) --Take care and God bless everyone--
~ByeBye~
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10:49 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
~Physics~
hiii.hehe.i cant believe im creating a post for physics..haha..i was like erm..ok..haha..Intro to physics and adeline..haha..its a mismatch..100% sure..haha..okok..it isnt that bad..lol..just find it kinda dry.haha.thats why i love biology..bio rocks..lol..at least much much more than phy?hehe..cant seem to absorb phy as fast as bio..sad case..lol..in sec sch..i probably took twice the time to absorb when compared to others..hai..so what do you expect with the crazy jc pace..lol..sure die lor..haha..but im still alive..so erm..its good right?lol..hai a big fat D in my face for mid year..haha.. then screwed up lecture test..hai..so i expect it to drop to a big red F..hai..so im here..asking for anyone to tutor me in phy..hehe.Anyone interested? its kinda simple..hehe..i will just ask you whatever i dont understand..and you explain..hehe..and probably teach me how to solve the question ? hehe.. So whoever interested, leave a msg here k? or msg my hp..thanks guys!!
ps:i need all the help i can get for phy..i dun wanna get an F or D or C..its so unlike me..haha..
~Staring at waves..but not responding to them~
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8:12 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
~ hi~
Troubled as usual. Sleep early or sleep late? sleep early = can study better but lesser. Sleep late = study more but lousy quality. haha.. so which is correct? Avoid or let nature take its course? avoid= both parties being happy ( i think so) =friendship improves / friendship worsen. let things go the way its supposed to= continuing with life = dont know what to do = wait for the other party to communicate/ i communicate = lost again..haha.. weird equations uh..thats why life is weird.. very weird..always able to help people with work, problems etc. but stuck at my own stuffs. Have been thinking whether JC life is suitable for me? or should i apply for NYP and go into radiotherapy..which path is better? i dont know, since sec 1, i already aimed to go JC then Uni to study medicine. But last year, things begin to change, for some unknown reasons. Was it wrong to go for the talk on radiotherapy during some job seminars? was it wrong to know other possible paths? if i didnt know about them, would it be better now? at least i wouldnt be so confused now right? SHould i tell my parents or someone about this? will it bring more problems to them. or should i just keep them inside and occasionally blog it out? missed having that special someone to turn to.hmmm..hehe..miss loving someone and being loved back..the feeling can always remove all problems..haha..
anyway gotta help cher with her word count and its sleeping time..my fav pasttime.hehe..goodnite..actually its good morning..hehe
~byebye~
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1:04 AM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
~Wrong~
Something is wrong.not the surroundings,not my friends..but me myself and i. Since the start of the year, i still cant seem to settle down to studying, keep wanting to play, have fun, take part in many activites etc.. everything except studying. i dont mind studying, in fact its part of me, but i cant seem to get myself down to doing so. Still searching for the reasons. Was it the loss of 2 person who are important to me? Or is it hormones? lol..it seems i love to do stuffs that last time i had no interest in.haha.. the sudden interest in clothes, dressing up, dancing, tanning, boys..lol..no kidding, last time i wouldnt even bother to rate boys with my girlfriends..but now..woah..haha..became a sucker for guys in military uniforms..going gaga over them..haha..ok..not the old ones..mainly the young ones in uni..hehe..even blogging..last time i told it was kinda a waste of time, now? i practically love designing it..So back to my studies..hmmm..Promos are near..im getting worried..but there is something missing, something impt to me is missing..feeling kinda lost everyday..but cant seem to figure out.i love my life..95% i guessed..probably the 5 % went to how much i screwed up my studies..hai..ok..i gotta go, searching for that missing piece and trying to set my heart to my studies instead of missing someone..
~goodnite~
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10:43 PM
~National Day~
haha..yesterday was National Day..hmmm..one of the best National Day i ever had..haha..actually its the best = )..Started out quite terrible..Missed Bus42 by 1 minute..ONE minute and i had to walk all the way to kembangan Mrt Station..1 min in exchange for a 10 mins walk..woah..haha..ok it was an exercise..brisk walking,since i was kind of gonna be late..haha..Met Rong Pu on the train,if i told you i had a feeling i might meet her on the train, would you believe? even if we didnt planned to meet. nah, i doubt anyone will believe.We later met Yin ning,haha..luckily we aint late.We thought of making our attendance and then pon..haha..des's idea..hehe..but in the end we stayed on..Sitting in the hot sun..The outcome, we were all burnt..haha..But it was a great performance, screaming, shouting, dancing, doing the "Singapore" wave..haha..Love the moments when the planes flew past..But the fireworks were the best!! haha we had 2 sides to view the fireworks..we were like OMG!! So NICE!! den *screams* haha..throats still kinda sore..hehe..It was really really nice..But they shldnt had shown both at the same time and the best ones at the same time..neck pain..haha..eyes almost became crossed..had a really great time.To sum it up, it was a great afternoon and evening, swaying to the musics, singing, taking photos with stupid poses..haha..Great day. we got so high until we wanted to stay for the party till 4am..but nah, we better not..hehe..so we headed down to Changi Airport as we figured there is probably the only place that has the least number of people and the food there is great..great air con, great scenery.hehe.and we were signing the song during our trip to the airport..haha..Great food too, thanks to Yin ning's recommendations..haha..thanks to cher's parents, we got home safely in one piece and erm before 1am..haha..was exhausted and giving off heat..haha..almost froze in the airport..haha..read the bible,applied moisturizing cream and sleeping time..haha..
Right now..i gotta go, bro wanna use the com for computer games again..so byebye
~Ta Ta~
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2:34 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005
~ Great~
haha.Today was SO fun..haha. i reached school quite early and thanks to cher and her mom, i got my make up and hair done..hehe..while we were walking to the hall, we received many stares and laughters..haha..guessed we looked weird..even our class boys laughed the moment they laid their eyes on us.. 0.O ..haha.. did we really looked weird? haha..but who cares..it was fun..time really do pass real fast when you are enjoying yourself, even our 3 mins performance felt as though its only 1 mins..hehe, and i successfully split.. guessed the stretching does work..thanks yue!! hehe.. was our performance good? great? lol.. welcome all feedbacks..hmm..photo-taking was fun, posed and made funny gestures ..haha..even had to split for some photos..great day=) had some boring moments though, that was during chinese lesson..haha..oops = X..but gan wouldnt read the blog ba..hopefully * cross fingers * we "argued" over where to go after lesson.. Orchard or Tmall..in the end, the girls won..haha..so we headed down to Orchard with the boys for movies..MRT rides are sooo fun, talked about boys..took photos as though we were tourist..haha..even at the station..wahaha..In the end, we only managed to catch Wedding Crashers..great show..laughed till i almost cried..haha..then we headed to Heeren..thought of taking Neprints..hehe..but we went to the shop and lost the interest..so decided to head home..the journey home was quieter, probably because we are all exhausted..haha.
We girls had all the attention we had, from school all the way to Orchard..hehe..the boys better appreciate such public attentions..hehe..cause how often will we style our hair like this..haha..*self denial* haha..gonna enjoy tml? hopefully...gonna have photo- taking again..but this time in another outfit and diff locations..hehe..
~Ta ta~
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9:30 PM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
~ tired ~
wow, out of my whole jc life, its probably this week that i slept late.haha. ok i know my jc life isnt that long..haha 8 months? lol.. but really..i always slept at 10 plus to 11..what a good girl should do if she doesnt want eye bags..haha..oops..but this week, it awas 12 plus to 1am.. and it wasnt to do tutorials..instead they were partially undone..(sorry tutors..probably disappointed you guys with my crappy mid yrs grades and now probably my crappy attitude).. haha.. had to stay back in school practically everyday for dance rehearsals cause our dances were rejected constantly..hai..so we tried to keep hopes high and continue..even our house cap wanted us to withdrew..hai..sad case that we are in..but we managed to pull him up with us..haha..crappy teachers, keep saying no good no good..but wun fully explain..so we just changed as we wanted to..but they also poor things la..haha..so homework half done..slept in maths lectures..haha..but im listeing to the lecturers..so it was a nap through the boring parts..haha..whew..busy week..almost missed today's dance.. had splitting headache due to wet hair..crappy but fun day..went walkin down orchard 5 times..omg..that probably worsen the bum pain..but at least we had many crazy moments in Spotlight..with "great" ideas on how to kill those pple who ps and put us through such pains..lol..slept after reaching home..wonderful nap, until parents sat outside and talked..wow..there goes my sleep..tml gotta chiong tutorials..gonna have a busy holi..so it cant be a holi right? haha..hopefully we can successfully watch Charlie and the Chocolate factory and Stealth..party poopers and full-time muggers go away..im in the mood to play and have fun!! so dont spoil my mood and "holi"..haha..and we are gonna mass sign on tues..so exciting!! haha ..actualli im just abit thrilled..its the being with friends that is so nice..haha..gotta go sleep..becoming a panda soon..haha..
~NiteZ~
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11:50 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
~hi~
haha..i was told that my font size kinda small..so increase it by abit,hopefully it will help. Wish us luck for our national day competition..hehe..we spent so much effort in it..class effort eh..hehe..until from a house item, it became a class tingy.haha.anyway wish us luck..did i said that twice? ahhh..dont care..haha..
~Bye~
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9:43 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005
~hallo~
The 2 T s i thought of these days..
Time
time always play an important role in everyones lives..haha..must have perfect timings then can meet friends or even the person you have been watiting for all your life..haha..even perfect timing is needed for blogging..when i feel like blogging, i cant use the com or too late liao.. then when i can blog, got the time and everything, i will be lacking in something. Inspirations to blog, haha thats what im missing..So while i still have somethings in my head..i decided to faster blog now =) Time sure passed so quickly.. so fast August.. I still wanna watch my Fantastic Four !! okok..it isnt mine, but i want watch ma..then still have Stealth..still have Charlie and the Chocolate Factory..wahahaha..gonna exhaust both my energy and money too..but erm.. who cares..haha..happiness is the most important? *hint* Ohya i want a Laptop!! *hint* hehe, cant stand it. whenever i wanna use com and study at the same time, its so difficult doing it in the living room..what more blogging.. hehe..okie..next topic..
Treasure
hai, whats with people..ok..whats with me too..since im also a person ma.. Most people always only cherish their loved ones only when something bad happens, threatening to take the ones they loved away, then people will try their best to hold on tight to them, trying to spend all their time with them. But the truth is whats the point of doing that only at the last moment? isnt it better to cherish them everyday.. instead of rushing to do everything only when things goes wrong..No one can predict what will happen next.. So we better cherish our loved ones everyday!! = )
okie okie..i gottat go.. haha.. tml got biology lecture test!! oh my goodness.. waaaaa... let me have the carefulness and the speed.. 40mins for test is not enough..haha..especially when we gotta calculated like crazy...wheeeee~
~Bye Bye~
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7:21 PM