Wednesday, August 10, 2005
~Wrong~
Something is wrong.not the surroundings,not my friends..but me myself and i. Since the start of the year, i still cant seem to settle down to studying, keep wanting to play, have fun, take part in many activites etc.. everything except studying. i dont mind studying, in fact its part of me, but i cant seem to get myself down to doing so. Still searching for the reasons. Was it the loss of 2 person who are important to me? Or is it hormones? lol..it seems i love to do stuffs that last time i had no interest in.haha.. the sudden interest in clothes, dressing up, dancing, tanning, boys..lol..no kidding, last time i wouldnt even bother to rate boys with my girlfriends..but now..woah..haha..became a sucker for guys in military uniforms..going gaga over them..haha..ok..not the old ones..mainly the young ones in uni..hehe..even blogging..last time i told it was kinda a waste of time, now? i practically love designing it..So back to my studies..hmmm..Promos are near..im getting worried..but there is something missing, something impt to me is missing..feeling kinda lost everyday..but cant seem to figure out.i love my life..95% i guessed..probably the 5 % went to how much i screwed up my studies..hai..ok..i gotta go, searching for that missing piece and trying to set my heart to my studies instead of missing someone..
~goodnite~
she told
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10:43 PM
