~Sorry~
Hai..what have i done this time..i got mad over something which i knew could have been handled in a proper way..in the process i said many hurtful stuffs to him, the one i love most..hai..how could i say those?! someone shoot me..shake me..just wake me up from these moodswings and hateful temper of mine..Just in that moment of anger.. @#$&^%#&^ comes out of my mouth before i could realised..damn!! (darn i mean) why am i only realising i said wrong stuffs like 1-2 mins after its out of me?! hai..and thoughts of how i could have handle the situation properly starts flooding into my head..then tears flow down my cheeks..knowing i was wrong in settling the problem..darn..hai..why this viscious cycle keep continuing..hai..gotta break out of it..sick and tired of myself..the self that keep hurting the ones i love so much..
Today began well..woke up late, but was on time for lessons(due to planning of extra time for lazing on bed)..haha..physicz lessons supposed to be 8:30 to 12noon..lol..where got phy so long one..so rahman planned chem at 12:30..haha..smart guy..cause phy ended at 10? or 10:20..haha..nvm..so cheryl, zhen yee, yin sy and i decided to go white sands for breakfast..haha..and at the interchange..i met guannie!! haha.. i rubbed my eyes twice..lol..guessed im that blur and "cock-eye"..haha..from far..haha..about 6m apart? i thought he was some guy who looked like guannie,waving to a small cute scouts in front of us..haha..we said hihi..then the girls and me headed to mac..for brunch..lol..and i met emmanuel at mac..haha..ok we dint met..i think..lol..tried to prank call him =X ..but dunno why he looked down and saw me..darn! haha..then guannie and gladys came..hehe..they looked cute = X actually gladys cuteness got rubbed off on guannie..lol..i thinked we made funny faces at each other..lol..so the day was great..had great fun with the girls, translating chi names into eng words..hehe..so back to sch for chem..den the day passed slowly and i was at home..then things started heading in the wrong directions..but mom didnt ask much about work..probably due to my moodswings of laughter and silence..but hey i wasnt laughin at nothing..i was laughing at the apple in the international varsity debate..the snow white tingy etc..lol..opposition talked abt maria curie..and the other team talked about apple -.- but they were good..very very gd..wanna learn from them!!
okie gotta start mugging..have been mapling too much!! hai..muz jia yo!! so ta ta ~~
~change is the only constant, thats why you left~
