~Back~

Im back, from sleep, from camp, from chalet, with too many emotions at heart..lets start off slowly shall we...

05S201 Chalet...

It was a bang..although the weather wasnt really great..we had great time sleeping, dvd watching, truth or daring together...The details, probably cher's blog would have them..To sum things up, i miss the pillow fights with cheng cheng..the backstab tickles by cher and zhen yee..the bouncing on air beds..the daring..the looks on everyone's faces when they are sound asleep..the conking out with cher during movies..hehe..thank goodness none of us gotten drunk..lol..drunk with frozen milo dino maybe..hehe..drunk with sour cream chips..maybe..hehe..Do i look 18yrs old? cause they asked me to buy liquor and the lady was like " Are you 18? can i see ur ic?" haha..so like " *like duh* im 18 and i left my ic back at the chalet" lol..and it works..lol..chalet was great...ended in the morning..leaving only an hour of nap before ocip meeting...as didnt realli slept much during the chalet..except some conking out..hehe

Reached home, thanks to cher's mummy giving me a ride home..thanks !! = ) so did some final paperwork for the upcoming meeting..and napped..woke up late..and rushed to school..only to find myself on the same train with ju ren..hehe..so meeting meeting..the usual..so lets move onto the camp itself ya? hehe...short attention span ade blogging now..so bear with it?

OCIP camp...

i think i was a lousy leader...was so darn blur..so argh..argh with myself...

MOnday...1st day of camp...programmes changed..so it was impromptu planning..there goes my job allocation list out the windows..hehe..thanks to all who helped me out through hectic monday..05S201 peeps..belayers and the odacians..thanks guys = ) everything went on quite smoothly..love belaying..but realised my fear of heights was getting worse..used to be able to climb the rock wall with ease..now there is so much hesitations..hai..thanks mr tan for making me go through some high elements..hehe..the after feeling was great!! hehe ..lets fast forward yea?

Tuesday..do i look real tired? mr tan kept asking me to eat more..rest more..transfer my duties to others..scared i faint..lol..oh my..seriously im okay..lol..and friends they helped by being concerned = ) actualli logistics was like busy at certain pre peak hours..and slack during peak hours..hehe..so sat at sentry post and nodding off and singing to the music..with occasion dancing by steph or wei ming..lol..can laugh till i cry..seeing their moves..and almost throughout the whole day ju ren was singing..lol..cute voice of his =X everything went smoothly till something happened during campfire.guys, esp wm, it aint your fault kays..accident happens..

thanks aud and cher for wanting to camp out with me at sentry as i had duty at 4am.. =) haha..but went to the hut in the end..which was what i wanted as it was freezing at the post..didnt want anyone to catch a cold...we had a "educational sex " lesson with steph..with wm and des sleeping like logheads..hehe.till mr tan came back with hot roti prata, milo and kopi..hehe..Thanks mr tan!! you rock..so we had supper..and mr tan shouldnt have given wm tea..lol..kept him up..which kept us up..lol..kidding..we were chatting and conking out at the beginning..hehe..crappy me..stayin awake during my non sentry hours..conking out during my sentry hours..lol..

Thanks wm and guys who helped me clear the hall..saved log peeps alot of time !! saw wm sleepin in the hall..felt the urge to cover him with my jacket..but dunno what stopped me...sorry...wednesday morning was kinda a rush but with the helps of everyone..it ran smoothly..and soon it was time to say bye to the kids and mjc peeps..had to stay back as log head to handover the campsite with mr tan , des, jocelyn..but reached home soon as mr tan sent me right to my doorsteps = )

And as usual, it was napping alot..hehe..so it move very quickly to thursday..movie watching with cher, jaryl, ju ren, jun jie, wei ming, yi cheng, david, ee hong, des des, zhi kai..lol..2 girls and 9 boys..hehe..watched harry potter..finally!! and cedric was like SOOOOO cute..they should make him harry potter..den got ec throughout the whole movie..hehe..and the ratings of hp will probably fly sky high..hehe..sky high?nice show too..hehe..but after movie, the guys wanted to go home to rest..so oh well..home sweet home...

Whats with heartaches and heart attacks? 1st it was the bahtera height shocks..hehe..then now a confession of a friend..im like oh my.. the moment he says he got something to tell and ask me..its like dont tell me what i fear is coming true..and yeap..smack right in my face..people i got weak heart..quit scaring me with such stuffs ya? so eee..fate keeps playing with me uh..hehe.but no longer confused..thanks to cher, ben, jas and del..thanks guys and babe.for being there = ) we shall take steps by steps ya..hehe..

Love you guys..always there for me..with occasional " backstabs" lol..friends are peeps who are there when you are down and need help to stand back up..they are peeps who are by your side through happy and sad times..thanks guys..esp del *hugs*

~Gone for now~

she told the story ... 11:23 AM

~ 15 November'05~

Didnt know what title would be best..so left it as the date...

Woke up late this morning..40mins late..but oh well.. Ms gan said she will reach school 8am..so no harm reaching there at 8:30am..hehe

In the end, many came at a later time, so rp, yin sy, xp, wh and yc and i chatted and listen to music while waiting..

Darn, knew i should have taken my migraine med..ended up with a splitting headache the whole day..hai..slacked in class after ms gan approved my i & r..like finally!! hehe..had to stay on till 1pm as ICs had to go campsite to checkout the area..oh well..

Waited with Ju ren for ms gan while cher went to have lunch with her mummy, jelly and david to parkway and bugis..In the end gan didnt want to go out eat..so left jr and me..felt kinda weird..hehe..since i hardly talk to him much..except for asking him to pay me back for chem stuffs.hehe..

To be continued in the day...

but it was ok..we went to West plaza..erm..thats in pasir ris..its actually pasir ris west plaza..haha..lunch was ok and we met up with the other ICs and on we go to the mrt station..

On the train to boon lay...we all slept..at least all the students slept..the teachers were chatting about camp etc..*i confess i listened abit* *blushin* hehe..we sat 3 taxi to enter the campsite and our cabby gave us his lifestory about expedition, teachers, irresponsible students.lol..To sum things up, we met up with Mr tan, des and wei ming there..hehe..walked walked walked..and...

In sarimbun, they were having some camp..to be exact it was Ngee Ann primary..hehe..my PRi Sch!! hehe knowing i probably wun know the kids..i gave up looking for familiar faces...BUT when we were leaving, i saw some teachers..and they looked sooo familiar!! it was my pe teacher!! haha..so i smiled at her , hoping she may recognise me..and she did ! so we exchanged greetings and qns and i had to leave = ( gotta go back NAPS soon..i admit i didnt go back anymore as most of the old teachers were replaced and the new school management didnt welcome us back..so...

We were preparing to walk all the way out to the main road to catch a bus..when a lorry drove past and stopped beside us..woah..hehe..God sure is looking after us = ) they offered us a ride..to paya lebar when alll we asked was until the entrance of the main road! hehe..god bless these kind souls = ) so we sat the lorry and it was sooo fun!! neveer did hitch a ride before and it was face-whipping ..haha..cause our hair were whipping our face.. throughout the whole journey Steph was waving to the passing vehicles..and some drivers actually smiled and waved back..it seems we were a weird sighting..hehe..like duh..normally people expected to see workers sitting on lorry..and now its teachers and students..lol..waving students to be exact..halfway we took photos of ourselves..half way wei ming was snapping photos of the area..ms gan munching on her sandwiches..she always seem to have constant supply of food..haha...great day..but tiring too..the long journey drained us physically and mentally..but it was all worth while = )

Hehe..gonna go chalet liao..hehe..or at least in 4 more hours time? hehe..hope it will be a great time and memorable one = ) lets rock on in the chalet !!

Take care and God bless..

~Ended on 16 Nov'05~

she told the story ... 12:34 AM

~Nothing ...~

Nothing in mind...

Nothing special to blog about i guessed...Or simply im too exhausted...

So sticking to the daily blogging style...

Today...

Reached school as planned, chatted with xp, small yc and rp about chalet programmes...then des came..with a NEW VBALL!! oh well, he agreed to bring go chalet so we could play beach vball..and cheng and i was so fascinated by peeps holding the ball with 1 hand..but was enlightened by des that its not a matter of hand size all those craps..but simply physics..hehe..no wonder his phy so good la..so we 2 succeeded!! we wanted to play vball while waiting for ms gan to vet our i &r..but lazy to go court to play..or should i say i lazy..hehe..and we ordered mac for lunch..they delivered to school = )

Moving on..skippin here and there...we went to SGSS, des pri school..was briefed..had some laughters over our own imaginations..And i had to stay back longer for ICs meetings..shucks..but it was kinda fun...

At home...

Multitasking...chatting with friends, passing msgs from teachers to students and doin i &r..but at least its done!! lets hope gan approve it !! then its play time!! hehe *crossing fingers*

Now...chatting with david and jaryl and johanan..although sometimes its david talking, sometimes its jaryl..sometimes.. both..hehe..but at times, its easy to spot whose talking as both have different ways of talking and topic to talk about..and johanan..we simply chat about anything and everything..great friend to talk to =)

A topic we talked...SF..

SF...their definition is crush..so do i have SFs? dont think so..unless love and like is under crush? but nope, dont think so..so i have no SFs according to the boys' deffy...hehe..

Next topic...im drowning in emotions...

What emotions?

Too many..many many...

Confusion...happiness...in love...infatuated..exhaustion..excitement...occasional depressions..hehe..lost..incomplete...knowing i need someone..but dont know who...

And the sources isnt single..so it probably takes time to rescue me, by myself..or will someone save me?

Started off with nothing in mind..nothing special..but blogged so much in the end..oh well.. goodnight ..take care and God Bless..

~Drowning in Emotions~

she told the story ... 11:18 PM

~Missing~

Something is missing...

Seriously...

Seem to be daydeaming constantly = X

about the missing piece of my life...

i have a great family(pets included), friends...

God is always here for me...

Almost everyday is filled with joy, laughters and happiness...

But i seem to have left out something...

hmmmm...

I think i missing love... haha...

I should start loving things around me? hehe..shall try that...

Day dreaming...

kept thinking of the past...

friends...

him...

outings...

chalets...

camps...cca...

Im sure missing the old days...with the fun-packed, full of leadership positions...so much responsibility etc...until im beginning to slack..and sorta tired of my present cca =X i joined with the intention to help others...but its kinda at a slower pace...

Did i made the wrong choice? if i chose ODAC, i would be tanned and fit by now..hehe..oh well..whats done is done..will probably join another cca next year...

Part of me is kinda tired of striving for leadership roles..but the other part is craving for it...wanting to be occupied and busy...

Girl Guides...

i still remember...i joined because of a senior...and mostly its activities, as i love the sun and outdoors...This senior brought laughters into my life but was also the one that subjected me to extreme hurt...

Forgive and forget...Forgive myself and those who inflicted the hurt

Forget the unhappiness and remember the good times..

The weekly meetings starting from sec1 was already fun, although kinda of a routine...those times spent were great, the laughters, the lessons learnt together as sisters = ) and picking ourselves and each other up after each fall and scoldings...

The campfires...a place to sing your lungs out..dance like you never dance before..make new friends that easily..and subconsciously looking at ECs..hehe..

The camps...every moment were fun and memorable..even the punishments etc..

One for All..All for One...

leaving no sisters behind...and definitely eating whatever our sisters cook...hehe..even if it looks inedible and has like 98% of causing diarrhea..hehe...thats the spirit of GG...

We play together..learn together...get punished and scolded together...gossip together...

And when we rose to leadership position..we finally understand our seniors more and more...knowing the stress but also experiencing interactions like never before...

Number of meetings increases with increasing ranks...

But we always found fun in them, gossiping while doing our weekly programmes...

cracking our brains to ensure all juniors will have fun learning and be safe...

Footdrills..my favs..hehe

Under the HOT HOT sun, constant 4-5 hours footdrills on consecutive days...it was fun learning the commands..making (stupid) mistakes...trying not to grin..the push ups..and run here run there punishments..Great times... As we grew older, our marching improves..and boy are we proud of that..It was like finally we can bring glory to GG esp when other uniformed groups were so much better in footdrills..

And finally, we are leaders..all 8 of us...sisters by faith and heart..working side by side to look after our juniors...to bring GG glory and status..that we girls are as good as the boys...it was comical seeing the mistakes the juniors make...reminding us of the old days..when we were standing in there places...Our Glorious day was in Speech Day 2003.. GG was the GOH..we were all motivated to do well, exceeding the expectations of the teachers and other cca..proving to them we can do better than what they thought and said of us..It turned out great..hehe..

Loving my seniors...Loving the sisters who were by my side..Loving my adorable juniors...Loving those days...

Not forgetting our brothers, the scouts..who constantly helped us, stood up for us when people looked down on us...Constantly watching out for us..in short always there for the guides..calling themselves the boy guides..and us the girl scouts..miss you guys alot *hugs*

Student council...

Since sec 1, i was aiming to be in it, to serve the school..to serve the students..and to accomplish something great and memorable in my secondary sch years..

Started off in sec 2...learning from the seniors..ignorning the criticism from students...enduring the scoldings from teachers...But most importantly we grew together..Remember our sworing in ? our usherings..our camps ..our meetings which consists of dances, cheers , balls, hand raising..and cramming into a small SC room?

Love our attire..Our No 1...our banana suits..hehe..the one that looks like school cleaners' shirt..No 1 that truely make all of us look and Be No1...doing frontline jobs...

Remember the sec 1 orientations...the sec 1 camps...the concerts usherings..meet the parents...post-promo activities..interclass games...celebrations? those were the days..the days we slogged out everything we got..the days we stood side by side against tough times, nasty students and demanding teachers..the days we stayed back late to help each other out and have meetings...the early mornings before major events...The rehearsals..And of course...The DANCES...the couple dance..where we would stay back even later just to dance...the napping in the sc room..the rearrangement of furnitures in the small room...the objections to wear the sc badges..the corridors communications to when must we been seen with the badges...WE ROCK...and we always do so...miss you guys *hugs*

Is this whats missing in my life? guessed so..those were the days..closing this chapter of my life and starting a new, with determination to make it as COLOURFUL as that of the secondary days...

~You will always be in my heart and mind. I promise~

she told the story ... 11:57 PM

~9November~

9 November...once every year...with only 24hours each time...

To some, its a normal date, be it a holiday or schooling...

To some, its their birthday...Happy birthday Jayne and Kwee haan = )

To me, its a very special and important date...

A date i wouldnt forget...to be exact it was 9 November 2002...

2 years ago...

2 years seems like long time...

But looking back, it seems like it was just yesterday...

So close..yet so far away...

Seems almost beyond my reach...but it was always with me...

The memories...Those times...That day...

They were...or should i say are..always by my side...in my mind...

Cherlyn said not to live in the past...for you may forget the present...

But let today be the day where the past shall all come back into my mind and heart...

9 November 2002 was the beginning of true happiness...

Happiness that i never felt before....until that day...

It was a surprise...

A cute, wonderful and unforgettable surprise...

It happened at a weird time, wrong venue...

But by the correct person...

Some say i should be used to such surprises...

I should be ..but in this case...i wasnt...

The happiness it brought was

unique...

new to me...

unforgettable...

It felt as though i could scream for joy..seriously...

Today, i wish i could relive the same day, same date, same scenarios...

Wish..wish is all i could do...

That day started of as a normal november holiday, but it ended off as a perfect day...

Or should i say it started a new beginning...

a new episode of my life...

a new form of happiness and blessings...

Although it ended after 2years...these memories will always remain in my heart and mind...

And now...it shall be a new beginning of a new chapter of my life...

Let fate decide if our paths should cross again like before...

Our paths once crossed deeply ...too deep till it became unclear...

But life continues... and it shall bring me more happiness...

Moving on...

This afternoon...i met jason at tmall mac as he ask if wanted to have lunch..and i met him too...felt abit awkward..standing there answering some survey while the two guys stood there watching...sorry and thanks guys !! hehe...it was so nice of you guys..didnt notice any or much ,movements from you guys..had lunch and cher called...asking if i could help her buy air refresherner..hehe..okie..so off we go to the basement..and i met mok..hehe..actually i didnt meet him, it was he saw me, and tapped on my back..hehe..so thats how i meet him..and darn..i seem so blur these days..wanted to offer to lend him money..but it slipped my mind..darn..oh well..bought cher's stuff and rushed to mjc...

At mjc...

had a great time...at cher's group and at my own...

At cher's group, their demostration was comical but great...and as usual their company was enjoyable..

At my own group, we had our own weird ways of communication...but in all we have improved ..yeah!! hehe..

Although it was a great time spent together..i cant wait for pw to end..as it marks the start of playtime..hehe..

Time: 11:36pm.. 24 mins to the end of 9 Nov...cant bear for it to pass so quickly but tomorrow will be a better day...

~Missing you but life gotta go on..right? ~

she told the story ... 8:51 PM

~Anonymous~

>Doubts

Should i stop blogging? and keep stuffs inside me?

Or continue to blog as per normal..

Its still about Trust...

Trusting what i write here would be a secret...

Trusting silent readers would keep their silence...

>SF

What is an SF? is there a fixed definition for it?

A special friend?

A friend who is more important than a best friend but not yet your bf/gf?

Or simply someone who caught your attention and liking?

haha..whatever it is..lets just live life happily..why bother about such things? hmmm..i seem to be contradicting myself..life still seems so confusing to me..fate still seems so weird to me...emotions still seems so unknown to me...but oh well since its gonna be like this for some time, why crack my head over these..hehe..

~Life will get better, im sure ~

she told the story ... 10:58 PM

~To love is nice...

To be loved is a blessing...

To love and Be loved is a nice blessing~

This could be a continued post from the previous, very subjective again,Should i have a confession post..maybe i should hehe..yesterday and today i was a good girl. very obedient too.hehe.. why? Because he called. a short and simple reason.

How come? some may ask. because daddy picked up the phone and could recognise his voice.and from his reaction, mummy knew who was on the other line.And they rather i concentrate on my studies then relationships, so oh well, lets listen to them for 1 more year, since they have given their approval that after 2months after i turned 18, i can once again enter a rs..

Fate seems so weird.

when it seems i have sort of forgotten about him,fate would find some ways to let him into my life again.

Be it a one-sided meeting

Be it a msn Conversation

Be it a need to go to places where we shared so many memories

Be a simple phone call

He called, maybe it wasnt fate, but my own doings, subconsciously trying to keep a part of him in my life, even as a friend.

Some says i should let go and move on. Im trying people.

Some says its good to have memories and not forget them.I kept them well and will continue to do so, to learn from them, to have some impossible dreams, or simply they are too dear for me to let go.

I borrowed his cap, i truely needed it. I intended to just drop by at his place to return to him, through his maid or family members.as i could bring myself to see him, even how much i want to. So many times, i suggest days that i could go down, when he aint at home, leave a msg and bye. But he said no no..or sometimes wrong timings..

He called, to meet and he need his cap for camp.

i bought him 2 caps, one white and one blue..both same design. expensive, but he love them and still do. he didnt want to dirty the white one, so he needed the blue one. i teased him, calling him a slot, needing to slot him into my schedule. he joked back saying he is a priority not a slot..and the whole conversation was simply on when was i free and his job.."arguing" when is better..but it has to end. the conversation. i knew it would be better that i end the conversation.So i did.

Was it fate? Is it controllable or not? i think its both

Wed or Thurs.to meet him. Thurs would be a rush for us.Wed wouldnt.Naturally we would choose Wed.But wed would be 9Nov.

Sometimes i wish he would stay out.so that i could forget him, or at least keep him in mind and heart, but move on.

Moving on abit...

Signals are weird..or simply boys are weird.lol.how long can a guy like a girl and not express it. seriously. seeing my friends guessing their way through, wondering if that guy likes them.if you like someone, say it out. there isnt much to lose..really..weighed the pros and cons b4 and the pros outweighs the cons.hehe..But even if it doesnt, we are only given one time, some twice.we only have one 6nov 05..is it worth not grabbing the opportunity. its so close to you. but u rather let it slip by.sometimes breaking the girl's heart. Is it worth?

To love is nice..

To be loved is a blessing..

To love and to be loved (in return) is a nice blessing

Who doesnt wish to be loved? even if its a one-sided love, both feel good.the receiver simply because she is loved. the giver..because he at least he tried..

some waits a lifetime to be loved

why?

because some words are just left unspoken..

~Drowning in memories, will you save me? ~

she told the story ... 1:04 AM

~Lappy~

today started off so early at 7am..hehe actually its 7:40 as i lazed in bed =X was freezing under my covers,*searching for my warm comforter, only to realised i have kept it in the cupboard* darn! so reluctantly got out of bed to off the fan. But that didnt help much, was still freezing, so curled up into a ball and hide under the covers.think dad was like *what is ling ling doing, so cold meh?* hehe .the chill finally got me out of bed..hmm..evil chill = P.. so got dressed..

When i reached school, friends thought i was wearing a swim suit/ bikinis underneath my baggy shirt..haha..and no im not going to the beach, although i seriously love the sun and its warmth and blading and vball..lol..but no! i was just wearing a halter top to complement my (later) outer sweater..haha..fooled you guys uh..hehe..had pw sessions with cher's and alex's group, at the beginning we were kinda distracted *confessing i was playin reversee with cher* hehe.sorry guys, but i think all were trying their best to help think and analyse the slides and concentrate..hehe..funny qns were: yc: "what if robber gets on the bus, then can escape liao ma!" jaryl:" robber where got get on the bus to escape one!" many responses to that qns..lol..and i seriously didnt know how to answer that =X hehe..Then we presented our slides to Mr Tan ( not my daddy kays, although he wld gladly give all 3 grps EE so we can rest and play!!) hehe and gave us many valuable comments, some opposite from Ms gan, but everyone is entitled to their opinions = ) very subjective ya..hehe..so cher, jas/ja and i went to change into comfy clothes to go out..go out see lap tops and maybe watch movie..but come to think of it, the attire i was in was much comfy *laying on the table* hehe..

We proceeded to White sands and stood outside mac for 3 mins, deciding mac or swensons or delifrance.. then walked into mac and walked out by another entrance as we thought of eating california pizza, but went back in and up to the 2nd lvl of mac. Met Junior Jason again!! hehe he and his friends studying for Os..taking up 6 seats, but oh well, studies impt right? so dont chase him away..hehe..plus with the look on his face, hehe, just cant bear to bully him.hehe..Study hard boy.hehe.jia yo!! In the end we ended up in the foodcourt, where david said" ask high class ade whether she wants anot" lol..oi!! haha..Monday say its expensive to support me..today this..lol..so bad..in the end, jj, kh, rp and i ate jap food from the food court, cher ate claypot rice *yum yum, looks nice*, xp ate char kway teow (looks nice too =X)

#Short msg alert: jason marcellus is known to me as Jas..hehe..so its Jas, Cher and Ade..hehe..as decided on msn = X)#

Okie ,back to the food.hehe..david fasting..yc ate la mian..hehe..fast forwarding, kh, xp and yc share 1 ice kachang, and jj ate 1 himself..darn cute la him, keep saying the ice so sharp and spit them out..lol..and his tongue turn numb..hehe..in the end we went separate ways as alex's grp went to do pw, jj, kh and yc go tmall, Jas, cher and i went to suntec..hehe..

Sorry guys, i went to sleep and erm, its a to be continued from here..

okies..so JAC went to the exhibition and realised there were like so little lappy on sales, so we decided to go Harvey Normans,which has like woah so many lappy..so sleek, so cool, so small, so NICE!! hehe, but no money, banker aint with me, hehe.so oh well, another day shall bring banker with me and mommy..hehe..banker is daddy =X tired and thirsty, well at least i know im both TT, hehe, think jas and cher were as tired, but didnt know if they were thirsty, so i mentioned my cravings for milkshake which i curbed for like wks!! hehe so we went to Ben and Jerry, but it was kinda ex,so was comtemplating, whether to settle for another milkshake that was cheaper and still nice, and *thanking cher* she told us about the aussie milkshake. At the basement, cher ordered a spotty dog thick shake, jas rum and rasin thickshake, me mango sherbet thickshake. *shaking heads* so sinful all of us, with so much full cream milk and like 5 huge scoops of ice cream..awwww...i feel so guiltified..so we decided to skip dinner, which sadly i didnt*guiltified once again* but gladly, huge dosage of ms isnt as bad as ic, seriously. it makes you feel sorta high, light and not sick like when you eat too much ice cream..recalling the ice cream visits to swensons..argh..hehe..cher and i was talking about this on the escalator to the 4th floor and erm i truely felt like i could fall off any moment.

Why are we going to the 4th floor? hmm..cause cher agreed to watch movies..hehe..we watched sky high..hmm..was it bcuz we were feeling high? lol..nah, its the content and timing kays..hehe..and just nice we bought the tickets at 5pm, the time it started screening, so we sorta rushed? hehe and made it in time for the show...great show..to summarise and keep this blog short..i had a GREAT time outside yesterday, but also a great day as he called !! hehe..

~To Be Continued~

she told the story ... 12:16 AM

~wheeee~

*yawns* nice weather to sleep and laze on the bed..the attractive bed..hehe..but with the thought of a proposal waiting for me, nah, better get it done soon!! hehe, actually gotta rush it out soon since ocip meeting is like at 3pm? hehe , unless daddy dont mind sending me to school..if not wheeee...its gonna be a rush..=X ..so what am i doing here blogging and chatting to johanan?hmmm..cause yesterday was a fun day, loving every moment of it? hehe..so here goes..

woke up like darn earli at 6:50am? actually it aint early uh..but oh well, at such time in the morning, lets say my bed's gravitational force is real real strong =X hehe..physics me..lol..dragged myself out of bed, as usual was kinda late for pw meeting..hehe..cause its so early in the morning, really if it was in the noon, i wld be punctual..erm..maybe punctual =X hehe..recalling tuesday, a maybe would be necessary..hehe..sorry guys = ) so went to loyang point mac to pw, and we 3 almost faint when jj wasnt on the right frequency as us..lol..love it when they play the chicken little tiingy..hehe..sooo cute!! almost copied his movements..haha..and jj was like scolding the chicken, while i was smiling and watchin it, kh and cheryl? hmmm..giving we 2 some time to settle down? hehe..meeting ended early at 10plus..and erm, my next outing was 6pm..so what was i supposed to do?

with the nice warmth from the sun, i almost thought of going kayaking and blading, but wasnt in the right attire and friends were busy or asleep..so called jason as we thought of meeting up to buy some doggie present for blackie..hehe jason wanted blackie to be my kelly's bf..wahahaha..cute idea uh..hehe..but too bad they cant have kids = ( ..okie no more digressing..called him, and he was so kind to say yes to coming out that early = ) with cheryl, we went to tmall, but mummy called to ask me go home sleep,hai..recalling the previous (X 2) entry, yea, had to listen to her, knowing her power to keep me at home, better not risk the night prog.. Sorry jason, ps you, will make it up to ya soon!! so dragged myself home, hehe and sat bus 42, with the same bus driver as the one i sat in the morning..lol..so oh well..nap time

woke up with ikea meatballs and chicken wings in my face, starting the "day" well..hehe..got ready quickly as daddy was tired and could only send me to the kembangan station..hehe..this is where i had fun all the way, thankfully as i had some hesitation about goin out as its with jaryl, jj, kerry and kerry's pri sch fren and didnt know if cher was going, but i should just risk it and make new friends = ) ..continuing from at the station, mummy was kinda upset as i left 3 meatballs, so i smile and wave byebye to her until she smile, hehe.. i was out of the car and she and daddy was in the car..looked kinda stupid, but hey, at least i cheer up my mummy..hehe..so proceeding on the the mrt..at bedok station, 2 boys came in, 1 looked soo familiar,"jason" flashed through my head..yeap it was my junior jason, all grown up, hehe. i was standing at the one end of the door, he stood directly opposite me..i tried not to stare at him, in case it wasnt him, but found him looking at me, so a conversation started, had a great time talking to him, had to put on my glasses to bring back his memories..hehe, and as my growth has become stagnant, he was taller than me..probably because of his spiked up hair? hehe..i got off at tampines station, making a mental note that i miss them ALOT and i should go back soon to check out the SC and GG..so waved byebye to him, not knowin when will i meet him again..Good luck to all those taking their Os this year ..jia yo!! hehe..dont let me see you in Mjc = X mjc aint bad, just that its the truth that Vjc and tjc are way better, so go there kays = )

Went into tmall, looking around for jaryl and friends..saw kerry 1st ..hehe..then jaryl..at first i said hi to jaryl, wave to kerry..then it was silence, till kerry asked jaryl to intro, hehe..so Hi kerry =) then kerry's friend came, silence, and he asked kerry to intro us..hehe..cute situation = X so it was occasional conversation and silence, while waiting for cher , jj and kh..hehe..so happy cher was coming ..hehe..lets fast forward? hehe..we proceeded to GV and cher and i had to buy the tickets as the boys got caught last time for sneaking into other shows..haha..hey, need me to teach ya the art of crashing a show without being caught? hehe =X not really an expert, but crashed like 3 shows =X hehe..interesting part of the showing of ic to the ticket vendor, had a fun time looking at the boys' young faces..hehe..we were watching Doom..hehe..as we had 30mins, long john silver here we come..hehe..wheeeee..and a kind lady and her son gave up her seats so that we 7 kids could sit = ) and the day gets better each moment, met gladys while keeping cher company in the queue..hi gladys!! hehe..ff again kays..boys ate finish, left cher, thought of helping her with her fries, but was bloated from the ikea meal..sorry cher..hehe.. in the end in the theatre, it was cher and i sitting together and the boys behind us, should have chosen the centre seats, hehe, didnt know the theatre was so small = x..but oh well, had fun watching, some part was gruesome, some was funny, hehe.. some was saddening, seeing the kid get killed for disobeying a dumb order, seeing innocent people killed over a dumb guy's idea, knowing pinkie turned into some mole rat monster..but i like the part where ripper said " she aint protecting her child from time but something else" hehe..something like that..the thought of a 24 chromosome is darn cool, knowing we could actually tap into 99% of our genes was like wow...bio me..hehe..rushed to the toilet after the show, thanks cher for waiting for me = ) hehe..after standing around and sitting at mac for some time, we thought of going to changi village for supper..hmm..changi village, heard of its people, but dunno where it is, but back to starbucks where we drank and chatted..till some people smoke, killing our lung cells, bio me..hehe..ohya..met justina and her bf..some scout..hehe..met them so many time, but had fun waving to them =X hehe..as it was 10plus we decided to go home, the boys headed towards the mrt station, cher and i towards bus 10, hehe..only after jaryl's calls that i realised i had forgotten to return his cd to him !! hehe..sorry jaryl...sorry..the chat on the bus was interesting..hehe..

got home at about 11pm..mom was like u ar..no more late shows for ya..hehe..so internet time was also reduced..since i came home late..hehe..but continued chatting with friends via sms..hehe..after awhile it was only ivan that was replying all my msgs..hehe..heys..if you wanna go out with me, you plan kays kuttu head..suntaning, moontaning..whatever..hehe..

Okie..i really gottta end here..have to bathe, rush a proposal and be in the school by 1plus ..to pass jaryl something and gossip with yan cheng ..hehe =X So take care and God bless!!

~byeee~

she told the story ... 10:05 AM

>>*aDeLiNe*<<
(Female) (20) (8 Oct 1988)
(Ex-naps) (Ex-nas) (Ex-MJC)
(NYP PT0701) (NTU BMS)



[God] [Family] [him] [friends] [freedom]



~> Him
~> Good grades & health for everyone
~> Sony digital recorder VoicePlus ICD-U70(1GB)/ICD-U60(512MB)/ICD-U50(26MB)
~> Electronic chinese dictionary
~> Sony T20
~> A Orange Crumpler
~> A bedroom,totally designed by me
~> Navel piercing
~> Scooter license
~> Scooter
~> Shopping spree(new clothes and accessories)

> Play the guitar
> Play the piano
> Drive
> Nightcycle
> Nightblade
> Scuba dive
> Wakeboard
> Cableboard
> Get toned abs
> Get my kayaking 2nd star

* Graduate with double degree 1st class honours.
* Mug everyday.
* Maintain a healthy lifestyle.Exercise Execise
* Reach my ideal weight of 48-50kg.

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