Dreamland... Thats where i am these days...where i found peace and happiness. Its the place where i found comfort and love. Where i found what i was looking for. I miss... the warmth of being in the arms... the strong sense of security... the love and knowing there would always be someone who will be there for me. To wipe my tears. To hold me tight when everything went awfully wrong. To whisper in my ears that everything would be alright. To simply be there. But can i remain there? In the warmth and comfort i found ? Can i stay there ? NO... i cant...for dreamland is nothing but a place of memories..in my heart. In my heart, it shall stay...forever it shall... him and the memories we had...shall remain in my heart.
But , can i let it remain there silently? Or would it resurface time and time again... The past... The memories haunting me... Bringing me back into Dreamland...the place of memories Yes... it bought happiness, peace, comfort and warmth... However, once back in reality...it left a mess in my heart... The feeling of longing...The feeling that something was once again missing... I found what was missing. It has always been my heart. I left it with you for safekeeping, or simply because i know thats where it belongs.. But now you are gone, unknowingly taking part of me along with you. I can and will live on...with or without it.
The present is where i am and where i shall stay. Here and there is what i am feeling...Here in the present. There in the past. Lost.Confused.Searching for the light at the end of the darkest tunnel.
Will you be there, like you were in the past, to catch me when i fall? Will you be there to hold my hand and guide me when i lose my way? Will you be there to always hold me tightly in your arms? Will you be there to simply be you, the one i gave my heart to? Will you... Memories...please stay in my heart quietly. For thats where you belong. In my heart.
~> Him
~> Good grades & health for everyone
~> Sony digital recorder VoicePlus ICD-U70(1GB)/ICD-U60(512MB)/ICD-U50(26MB)
~> Electronic chinese dictionary
~> Sony T20
~> A Orange Crumpler
~> A bedroom,totally designed by me
~> Navel piercing
~> Scooter license
~> Scooter
~> Shopping spree(new clothes and accessories)
> Play the guitar
> Play the piano
> Drive
> Nightcycle
> Nightblade
> Scuba dive
> Wakeboard
> Cableboard
> Get toned abs
> Get my kayaking 2nd star
* Graduate with double degree 1st class honours.
* Mug everyday.
* Maintain a healthy lifestyle.Exercise Execise
* Reach my ideal weight of 48-50kg.
