These Days... Its a storm in my heart. Some days sunny with slight drizzle.The rain hasnt stop for more than a year. Its been so long that an in-built brolly is created, providing temporary immunity to it. The brolly shield most rain, block excess bright rays. But its beginning to fall apart. Should i rebuild a new one? A bigger one to block off more? Or a smaller one to slowly reduce the numbness from immunity? Is it better to remove this immunity and let things come into my heart the way it is? If its too intense, what would protect me? who will do so? If im in a state of shock and confusion, will you be the guiding hand to bring me through the internal riot?
I tell others "cheer up" I tell others "Look on the bright side of life" I tell others "Everything will turn out fine in the end" But can i tell myeslf those? I am truely exhausted. I need... A rest. A shoulder to lean on. A listening ear. Your silence. Your words. Your presence. Your warmth. Your smile. Simply You. *sighs* ... it always about you.
~> Him
~> Good grades & health for everyone
~> Sony digital recorder VoicePlus ICD-U70(1GB)/ICD-U60(512MB)/ICD-U50(26MB)
~> Electronic chinese dictionary
~> Sony T20
~> A Orange Crumpler
~> A bedroom,totally designed by me
~> Navel piercing
~> Scooter license
~> Scooter
~> Shopping spree(new clothes and accessories)
> Play the guitar
> Play the piano
> Drive
> Nightcycle
> Nightblade
> Scuba dive
> Wakeboard
> Cableboard
> Get toned abs
> Get my kayaking 2nd star
* Graduate with double degree 1st class honours.
* Mug everyday.
* Maintain a healthy lifestyle.Exercise Execise
* Reach my ideal weight of 48-50kg.
