Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Still down
But slowly & steadily,
picking myself up
picking up the fragments
clearing the mess left
Will a new me emerge?
eventually?
she told
the story ...
11:41 PM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Breaking down
she told
the story ...
11:42 PM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
National Day '06
haha.Last year, national day was spent very very well. On the eve, my class performed and watched movie together.On the day, we mass signed at marina bay.
This year, i'm going to the stadium with my family to watch the parade proper! Wheeee~~~~
Hehe.uncle used my family and mine IC to try to get the tix. And my younger cuz got it.Her IC got chosen and she is going with her family.And...Mine was chosen too! haha..1st time! 1st time my IC could win tix! hehe..And its the last parade at National stadium..*grins widely*i went for the preview with my primary school. Sat near the stadium with my family.But dont think we have been in together.So..yippeeee!!!
...gonna be a memorable one.
she told
the story ...
9:13 PM
Friday, June 16, 2006
She's The Man.
terrific. To be continued soon = P
...creating beautiful fairytales.
she told
the story ...
11:50 PM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
24 hours...
Awwww...feeling so guiltified now. I slept for 24hours. From 10pm to 10 am to 10pm. You get the idea?
Didnt want to wake up.Having a splitting migraine.Mastered the skill of dreaming while partial awake.Simply lazy.
And therefore, i refused to get out of bed. Till my bro said i have got a message on msn. I woke up and left my msn on and went back to bed you see. So i had to get out of bed again.And it was ben. = S he said hi twice, once in the noon, one now.haha.So now im stuck at the com.
...and counting...
she told
the story ...
10:50 PM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Dental Updates
I confess i did not listen to Dr Woo's advice and wear my rubber bands everyday.It's painful and irritating(the rubber bands).It restricts my mouth movements.Weird feeling too. Dr Woo found out anyways.*guilty look* haha."Must wear everyday kays." Yes Dr Woo."To improve your bite". Yes Dr Woo.*bites* Okay okay, i shall be a good girl and wear everyday.Try to? Promise *hook little finger*
Yippee!! 2 more visits and i can remove my braces!! TWO more.TWO more!! That is in...End August? hehe..yeah! Then its maintenance for a month or so. And then...its implantation consultation on 13 Oct. Friday the 13th. Yeeks! Wish me luck *cross fingers* haha..nah,i dont really believe in such.But its early in the morning. Hopefully i wouldn't miss any lessons or tests or fun! *cross fingers and toes*
Then in Dec, i'm going for bone grafting surgery,in which they would remove some bone from my jaws *ouch!* and graft them in my 2 troublesome holes(missing teeth). Then 4 more months of waiting, which is till..April? May? Then i will get my implantations. Yeap implantations.Fake teeth. Screwed into my bones.*OUCh* i'm gonna have fake teeth.Is it something to rejoice about ? How often do 18yrs old get fake teeth? *Self consoling in progress*
Come to think of it.
I had 2 stitches, 1 major op, 2minor surgeries.
And now gonna have 4 major/minor surgeries.
*OUCH*
Life is indeed interesting and i gotta be more careful *grins*
Or someone could just take good care of me(wishful thinking)
Okies, thats about all.Hmmm..ohya!
An x-ray of your mouth cost $27. So treat your teeth well and they would treat your wallet well. Thought of claiming all my x-rays at the end of the dental treatment. So i could show my kids and grandkids how their mummy and grandmomma teeth look like.To see if they inherited their daddy and granddadda teeth or mine.hehe.
Thats all for now.Bye and Nitex *grins*
she told
the story ...
12:03 AM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Moments
There are good moments and bad moments.
Remember the good ones or the bad ones or both.
In some cases,you remember both unintentionally.
But if given a choice, which would you choose?
Which has more value to you?
Brings more happiness? Brings hopes and dreams?
Which would you cherish?
I chose both.
remember and cherish both.
Happy & Sad ones
keeps the smile on my face and in my heart, bring the smiles back.
brings tears to my eyes and heart, tears the heart apart,leaving you shattered.
created by my loved ones; family, pets, friends and him.
created by my loved ones; family, pets, friends and him.
it keeps the inner flame burning and soul alive.
it removes hopes and dreams, kills the soul within.
Both serve as lessons learnt & to be learnt.
Providing stepping stones & barriers to be overcomed.
Being part of our past, memories for the present and lessons for the future.
But to be caught up in memories of the past is creating a bleak future.
Dreams & hopes are created by happy moments.
And lessons by sad ones.
Would you allow the negativity to hinder with future decisions?
What's your choice?
she told
the story ...
11:58 PM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Waiting
for A's to be over
for the right moment
for you.
But it seems tiring and draining to wait.
Its been more than a year of waiting.
It will go on,
till the day i'm exhausted.
And when that day comes,
will you take over?
will you end the wait?
Memories
of you
of me
of us
are coming back.
flashbacks.imaginations.dreams.
These days you are what fills my mind and heart.
But do is it the same for you?
Random ramblings again...
she told
the story ...
10:27 PM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
but the heavy feeling remains deep in my heart...
i need to escape...
once again...
run away
run far far away
run away and hide
hide and protect myself.
from the pain
from the tears
from the memories
from you
from myself.
Till the day you say those 3words again.
she told
the story ...
8:43 PM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
060606
just watched the movie The Omen a few hours ago.
she told
the story ...
1:13 AM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Eeeeks!
stinky yucky feelings deep inside again
eating me inside out
slowly and painfully *ouch*
leaving a mess as it chomp
through whats left of me.
Help me
Save me
from these feelings
from this pain
i feel inside.
Questions and more questions
running through my mind.
Is it true
or is it false?
Is it one way
or is it two?
What should i do
What would you do ...
If loving you is such a pain, i will hold on till the end.
she told
the story ...
6:00 PM
