These days... i have been thinking alot, really alot. Dreaming about another life i could be having if some good choices were made. I kept regretting, picking myself up. The cycle repeated nonstop. And i guessed, he heard my cries and helped by providing an alternative. It isnt exactly what i regretted about, but almost good enough. I thought through real hard, whether i should accept this alternative.It requires lots of determination, peseverance and will power. So hopefully im able to bring myself through this period of time.it seems im alone on this path i chose.Family and friends will be by my side, but there is something still missing. I know who it is, but why pin for something that you might never obtain. Time waits for no one and if time were wasted pinning and hoping for such stuff, that would be wrong. Right now, there is certainly many other stuff that i need to attend to. So i guess i shall leave it to fate and him to decide the future of us. Whatever choice he makes, that will bring him happiness and its what he wants, i would support it and him.
~> Him
~> Good grades & health for everyone
~> Sony digital recorder VoicePlus ICD-U70(1GB)/ICD-U60(512MB)/ICD-U50(26MB)
~> Electronic chinese dictionary
~> Sony T20
~> A Orange Crumpler
~> A bedroom,totally designed by me
~> Navel piercing
~> Scooter license
~> Scooter
~> Shopping spree(new clothes and accessories)
> Play the guitar
> Play the piano
> Drive
> Nightcycle
> Nightblade
> Scuba dive
> Wakeboard
> Cableboard
> Get toned abs
> Get my kayaking 2nd star
* Graduate with double degree 1st class honours.
* Mug everyday.
* Maintain a healthy lifestyle.Exercise Execise
* Reach my ideal weight of 48-50kg.
