This Week hmmm. Lets focus on the happy moments ba. Did ok for Bio and Chem midyears. Had fun in school despite the increasing stress level and laziness = X The week past by so quickly and soon it was friday.As usual, i became darn lazy and wanted to pon tkd. But there was a strange feeling in me, telling me to just go. So i did. Finally! After 3 and 1/2 years. Had a great time training with them again, esp with sandy. At the end of it, my legs were kinda weak. No wonder, i lost some balance in my legs, because i quit tkd and the strength in it slowly disappear. Well, im gonna stay in tkd, take grading in march and go for conversion to senior(shld have convert in sec2, but oh wells.) and hopefully capable enough to take part in competitions and tournaments next year. = ) however, while i was gone, something bad happened. My white chicken, as usually clumsy, could sleep and topple to the ground, fracturing her left leg *heart break* and she kept lying down, closing her eyes, breathing was so shallow. hai. So i held her in my arms till 1 am plus but decided to let her sleep in her basket by my bed, praying that she would be okay. Didnt want to go for campfire as i wanted to be home early. But then, mummy said she was getting better today = ) yippeee! Jon's birthday We went ice skating and watched pirates. Great time skating and i have learnt how to skate backwards with the help of jon and aud. the movie ended quite sudden, but still humorous to watch. haha. Even the train ride was interesting as we disturbed ben and i got pranked. But it ended off nicely with us getting our toy project materials and dinner at long john. Guides and Scouts Campfire when i was on the bus heading to Ngee Ann, i got a shock. the field was filled with many many scouts , people and structures.Truely Magnificant!Luckily i listened to that tiny feeling in me and went. =) At first, we sorta participated in the singing etc. But we subsequently decided to take photos. So with guan as photographer, phoebe and i head out to search for ideal places to take pics at. We grew tired afterwhile and found a nice place near the campfire to talk and rest. hehe. For the rest of the campfire, we stayed there, chatting with whoever that came by and enjoying the music, with occasional guan's singing. It was a memorable night and we headed home as we were exhausted. I really miss those days.truely do.
I saw you from a distance. I was laughing and you were busy. So near yet felt so distant. The sight of you made me realised that deep down inside i miss you alot. But there wasnt much pain.Have i moved on? Am i ready to do so? Do i want to? dont feel like thinking about it. you are busy, always busy. i saw you ran here and there. glimpse of you brought happiness to me. im afraid i was actually hoping to see you. you came up from behind, but there was much silence from you. too much that it was hurting and deafening. was it because i didnt really acknowledge your presence? or was it you? you looked exhausted, i wanted to hold you tight and let you rest. but i couldnt. i kept hoping, wishing. but nothing happened as usual. your silence made me confused and exhausted. im tired of playing the guessing game, tired of your silence. So much that im forcing myself to move on.
~> Him
~> Good grades & health for everyone
~> Sony digital recorder VoicePlus ICD-U70(1GB)/ICD-U60(512MB)/ICD-U50(26MB)
~> Electronic chinese dictionary
~> Sony T20
~> A Orange Crumpler
~> A bedroom,totally designed by me
~> Navel piercing
~> Scooter license
~> Scooter
~> Shopping spree(new clothes and accessories)
> Play the guitar
> Play the piano
> Drive
> Nightcycle
> Nightblade
> Scuba dive
> Wakeboard
> Cableboard
> Get toned abs
> Get my kayaking 2nd star
* Graduate with double degree 1st class honours.
* Mug everyday.
* Maintain a healthy lifestyle.Exercise Execise
* Reach my ideal weight of 48-50kg.
