Spring Blossom, Autumn Sorrows

Saturday, September 30, 2006

When There Was Me And You
High School Musical

It's funny when you find yourselves looking from the outside
I'm standing here when all i want is to be over there
Why did i let myself believe that
Miracles could happen
'Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
Chorus #1:
I thought you were my fairytale
My dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with truth
When there was me and you
Verse 2:
And I didn't miiiiind
While I was falling
It's like you were floating
I can't believe that I could be so blind

When there was me and you
Because I liked the view
That I confused my feelings with the truth
'Cause now even I can tell
Just don't come truuuuuue
And wishes on a star
And dreams were meant for sleeping
I know you're not a fairytale
Chorus #2:
And once upon a song
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Now my heart is empty
But then you went and changed the words
Like I could sing along
You made me feel
And when you smiled
That I heard you singing
I swore I knew the melody
Why did I let myself believe
But all I want is to be over there
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here
It's funny when you find yourself
Verse 1:
Because I liked the vieeeeeeew
Thought you felt it tooo
When there was me and you

she told the story ... 10:08 PM

What I've Been Looking For
High School Musical

Ryan: Its hard to believe that I couldn't see
Together: That you were always there beside me,
thought I was alone, with no one to hold but you were always right beside me
Sharpay: This feeling's like no other
Together: I want you to know I've never had someone that knows me like you do the way you do
I've never had someone as good for me as you
no one like you
so lonely before
I finally found what I've been looking for
Sharpay: so good to be seen
so good to be heard
Together: dont have to say a word
Ryan: for so long I was lost
so good to be found
Together:I'm loving having you around
Ryan:this feeling's like no other
Together: I want you to know I've never had someone that knows me like you do the way you do
I've never had someone as good for as good for me as you
no one like you
so lonely before
I finally found what Ive been looking for
Together: doo doo doo doodoo doo doo doo
doo whoa-oa-oa-oh doo doo doodoo doo
doo doodoo doo doo whoa-oa-oa-oh

she told the story ... 10:01 PM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Why...

Why do i still have this heavy feeling in me.

Why am i numbed to it.

Why do i still have hopes when they shouldnt exist.

Why am i afraid of looking into my own eyes,

afraid to see the sadness of my heart.

Why do i drown myself in music and sleep.

Why do i stay on when there's nothing to wait for.

Why do i still miss you.

Or is it the memories that i miss.

Why some days i feel okays without you,

and others, i feel terrible.

Why do i have so many unanswered questions.

...wouldnt i move on.

she told the story ... 9:00 PM

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Happy Birthday Johanan!
Had a great time today*grins*
We walked from city link to suntec to marina square to esplanade to suntec. Kinda tiring, but the conversation was interesting though our plans failed.But oh wells, what matters most is having fun! Shall remember to bring a camera the next time we go out..a pity we couldnt find any nuprint machine.Hope he enjoyed himself and i didnt bore him to death, especially not on his birthday. hehe. About an hour more and its no longer his birthday.

1 down. 2 to go.
Left Jason's birthday, followed by ben's.
Then its October. I love October*grins*, almost everyday is someone's birthday! love the happy atmosphere..
So counting down to Jas's birthday...
What should i do?*evil grin*

Take cares & God bless...

she told the story ... 10:49 PM

Friday, September 22, 2006

Goodbyes...
hmmm...it seems that most of my thoughts grow only at night. thoughts about life, friendships, love, future...but when im sitting in front of the com, the mind goes blank. Oh wells, kept thinking about the word "Goodbye". So here goes...

Saying bye to people you know could be for a short period of time or it could be forever.
It's a habit to say bye to friends, loved ones, people in short. It's the same as saying Hello.
But unlike Hello, it could be a casual exchange of greetings or worse.
So why is it a Good bye? Hmmm, maybe similar to Good morning noon and night.Its a wish to the other party. The common byes now are : byebye, see you ____, bye...i don't rmbr saying Goodbye.

Or maybe...simply because saying bye to me isnt something good. Be it a casual day to day thing. Be it the words to end a conversation. I guess i dont want things to end. Greedy? yup.
But oh wells, in the meantime, i shall stick to byebye...as temporary or permanent parting still means separation.

aint my fav word...as it could mean separating forever.
Bye for now...

she told the story ... 11:39 PM

Friendships...
Lets hold hands,not let go and walk side by side.
Lets wait for each other, and not leave the other at the back.

When you're down and tired, i'm up and full of energy.
Up to pick you up using all the energy i have.

Sharing the good times, laughters and tears.
But tears, should we share those? Tears of happiness,yes.
But what about tears of sadness?
Would we want to share those and make the ones we love sad too?
I don't know. Things happen 2ways.
If everyone keep their sadness inside, there wouldnt be sharing.
It contradicts. I guess, there are some sadness to be shared, and some not.

friends, we have plenty.But how many actually stays, who do you remember?
Only when we lose them, then their importance is realised.Cliche? yeap, but true.
Unspoken words. Hidden actions. Regrettable words said and actions done. Sorry.

Everlasting...(im working on it *grins*)

she told the story ... 6:18 PM

hahas! its coloured! told ya there's a reason to everything. its because i was typing under " edit html" and not "compose"..silly me..so yeah! colours to the eyes coming right up ! =)
And...i will be doing a new makeover for my blog pretty soon, after As?

she told the story ... 6:13 PM

Prelims Over!
Yiipppee~~ its over.its over! Finally its over! haven't been blogging and tagging these days. Must have been the prelims blues and moodswings.Oh wells. its over! i think..hmmm.nows the post-prelims blues.the getting back of terrible results.the desire to go out and play.terrible terrible.haha.Nah, there's always a way(s) to all problems.Like how come my blogger doesnt allows me to type in colours and in my desired fonts.there's probably a valid reason or 2 behind it.okays..back to the topic of prelims.

lets see... it was terribly done.i did read my notes.hmmm.yeap..came out of each paper dazed and my only replies are "the paper is ok." haha..okays okays..its terrible, insufficient preparation and all.but still ok. terrible as i made alot of careless mistakes, knowingly subconsciously.aawww..hate that feeling, its give-away marks.aRgh! therefore i shall conclude that we shouldn't discuss about the qns after papers.its demoralizing and would hence affect our next papers in unthinkable ways. Okay guys? For As, we shant discuss about our papers, lets sign to it? hehe.

the only paper with a different reaction was maths s.8 qns in 3hrs,seems like plenty of time to me...till i sat for the paper! haha..i came out laughing nonstop...no, not out of happiness. but out of shock and amazement. Section A was kinda do-able. Section B, i get 5 marks i will be very happy.Haha..love such reactions, laughing. Laugh off terrible fates, since we only live once, why not laugh at our mistakes, and not commit them again(try to). ohya! back to maths s. it makes u appreciate normal maths alot.And i mean ALOT! hehe.but still i expect a AO for maths..darn!

Its kinda sudden, not sudden but just a new routine.Guessed im just too used to going out after the last paper.till now i feel soooo restless. oh wells..lets proceed away from prelims, shall we?

And i'm left dazed and beaten up!

she told the story ... 5:47 PM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

she told the story ... 9:24 PM