Thursday, November 30, 2006



she told the story ... 11:23 PM



Hey guys, i have moved house. Some would have already known, but yeap, i have officially moved to a new house. It aint like the ones in my dreams, but its only for a year so oh wells, whats most important is my family. Goodbye seems to be the hardest word. My chickens have returned to their parents and siblings. May we meet again, and hopefully they remember me and i can recognise them. My precious chickens, you will always be in my heart.
It is after the A's and i'm enjoying every moment of it. Life's always full of challenges. After A's, more challenges came into place. Prom, heart matters, job, future... till my heart and mind are in a mess. So blogging shall only resume when i'm in a better and sound state. Till then...may i find my "love at 1st sight" dress ( found it but it cost $200 plus) and the one i truely love...


she told the story ... 10:26 PM


Friday, November 24, 2006

After Biology paper 1...
1) school library, watched "alot like love"
2) go shaw house see mnm house and watch "flushed away"
3) went to cineleisure to watch " happy feet"

Friday...
1) Went to dental with ben, removed braces =)
2) went vivo with ben
3) meet up with aud, cher, jon, xp, yi cheng.
4) ate carl's jr. ben, rmbr the challenge kays
5) went prom shopping. lots of fun! very productive




she told the story ... 10:15 PM


Thursday, November 23, 2006

It's OVER...finally =)


she told the story ... 7:37 PM


Friday, November 17, 2006

Wait till the end of 2006.
What will happen then?
Will you be the same?
Will I be the same?
Will everything continue on the way it left?
There is no definite answer and things will never be the same.

Thats from a old post.
I guess, what i said in the past holds some truth in it.
What will be of us now?
I gave it some thought today, and realised "why bother, with God, family and friends around, things would turn out fine after all. And if the world turns its back on me, i got 3 people to turn to, God , family and myself. But if it concerns my family, i got 2 people to have faith in, God and myself."
I guess, ultimately its God and me.
So lets just see how things proceed after As...


she told the story ... 11:24 PM



If you get there before i do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long i'll be.
But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.
爱情 是模糊的
隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变得复杂
这样下去 我们每个人都是受害者
退出可以解围吗 谁能给我一个好的回答
当爱情陷在危险边缘
是否都会伤痕累累
是否都会苦不堪言
爱情教会我们都放不下
在夜里失眠 在白天沉睡 摆脱回忆跟随
你给我安慰 为我擦乾眼泪 不问为何伤悲
我问我自己 心中还藏着谁
你越温柔我就越后悔
我还是会想他 想听他笑我傻
虽然此刻心里充满挣扎
我还是会想他 还会心乱如麻
我承认我还没忘了他
你有他的单纯 也有他的复杂
你的一切让我觉得像他
而我只能装傻
至少你的拥抱很像他


she told the story ... 10:26 PM


Thursday, November 16, 2006

After A levels...
I wanna...
Exercise.feeling so so unhealthy and stiff.
PLay PlaY pLAY!
Shop for prom
Go vivo city
Watch happy feet, flushed away, Rain's concert(but tickets so ex.cheapest is $188 =/ ), Step Up, The Covenant, Death Note 1 & 2, Colic(its the company that counts afterall.so yeap), Night at the museum, Eragon, Charlotte's web
Spend more time with loved ones =)
Watch Goong
Go school lib watch all the DVDs!( lib open till 29 dec)
Ice skate
Rollarblade
Kayak
Go camping with friends
Go chalets
Night cycle
Wakeboard
Get my naval pierced
Go for dental surgery(have to, not really want to =X )
Go for joints checkup(look above)

Still got more!! Too many to remember =X
Fav quote of JC: After A lvl, i wanna...





she told the story ... 8:23 PM


Thursday, November 09, 2006

Today is ... if...
Today was...if...
four years...
I miss you.
Where are you.


she told the story ... 11:51 PM



사랑해 사랑해 사랑해
너를 너를 너를 너를
사랑해 사랑해 사랑해
너를 너를 너를 너를
(난 널 사랑해 너만 사랑해난 너뿐인걸 너만을 사랑해)
너를 처음본 순간 이여자다 싶었지
그리고 나 내게 이렇게 다짐했지
더이상 내 삶에 연애는 없다고
내인생의 마지막 여자는 너라고
값비싼 선물은 싫다고
그저 마음만 있으며 된다고
내가 주는 거며 넌 다 좋다고
이렇게 말을 하며 넌 또 내 맘을 울리고
난 정말 빈털털이인데
나를 만나면 고생할 거같은데
하지만 니가 있어 난 정말 행복해
약속해 나 너만 사랑할게
너의 그 미소가 항상 날 웃게해
너와 함께라면 난 정말 행복해
널 사랑하는 만큼 나 더 널 아껴줄게
널 사랑해 이렇게
알면 알 수록 너무 착한 너
보면 볼 수록 또 보고 싶은 너
앉으나 서나 난 니생각
어디를 가도 난 니생각
예쁜 것을 봐도 운전을 할때도
볼일을 볼때도 나 니생각
눈도 크고 애교도 많고
언제나 어디서나 내 편이고
힘겨울 땐 힘이 되는 너의 그미소
우리사랑 이대로
약속해 나 너만 바라볼게
맹세해 나 너만 사랑할게
너의 그 미소가 항상 날 웃게해
너와 함께라면 난 정말 행복해
널 사랑하는 만큼 나 더 널 아껴줄게
널 사랑해 이렇게
바쁜 삶 속에 지쳐 미처
생각지도 못한 일로 싸우고 다투고
미안한 마음에 데이트를 결심하고
밥도 먹고 영화도 하고
아무리 힘들어도 내색 한번 못하고
지친 날 움직이는 너의 그 미소
세 시간 쇼핑해서 달랑 티 한장
하지만 어떻게 난 너를 사랑해
난 널 사랑해 너마 사랑해
난 너뿐인걸 너만을 사랑해
너의 그 미소가(너의 미소가)
항상 날 웃게해(날 웃게해 )
너와 함께라면 (함께라면)
난 정말 행복해 (난 행복해 )
널 사랑하는 만큼
나 더 널 아껴줄께
널 사랑해(약속해)
이렇게 너만을 사랑해
이렇게 너만을 사랑해
나 오직 너마 사랑할래
나 오직 너만 생각할래
(난 널 사랑해 너만사랑해
난 너뿐인걸 너만을 사랑해
난 널 사랑해 너만사랑해
난 너뿐인걸 너만을 사랑해)


she told the story ... 11:34 PM


Sunday, November 05, 2006

Is this for real this time?
Before we broke up many times but in the end you came back.
So is this for real this time?

You know now.
That as time goes by and love doesn't change, it gets harder.
You know now.
Now, even if we love, we can't love.
And if we miss each other, we can't meet.
Don't drink so that you won't get messed up from getting drunk.
If by chance we meet, lets hide away our hearts
and ask how we are as if we were friends meeting after a long time.
It's so sad.
My heart hurts so much.
To erase my heart for you and forget everything..

In the next life, let's meet each other early.
So that we can be with each forever and
so that there will be no need to seperate.

Now, even if we love, we can't love.
And if we miss each other, we can't meet.
Don't drink so that you won't get messed up from getting drunk.
If by chance we meet, lets hide away our hearts
and ask how we are as if we were friends meeting after a long time.
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I sincerely try and wish that I'd be your different today,
that you'd smile to me like that.
Even if my friends try to stop me, I believe
that even if we live in different words, love is one.

Those words, I'm going to have a hard time,
Those words, in the end I'll be hurt
I don't want to hear them. I don't want them.
I know the answer.
The day that I go into your heart
The day that you'll come in time,
All I have to do is wait until that day.
Saving My best for you

When the day ends, I sit in the corner of my small room..
My love hinders in the shabby reality
but I believe that even if we live in different worlds, love is one.
Me being like this can seem foolish but
So what can I do
I know that what I've realized is love.
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We feel the same and slowly learn about each other
Someday we may possibly hear "I do"
In front of our friends we stay as just friends
But we know we'll be together forever, I do

And I wanna know
Is it only me who can feel this way?
Or does your heart feel the same way my does?
Dreaming of always being together
*CHORUS*
I do I do
These words say I'll be with you forever, I do
Whenever I'm with you, carefully in my heart
I do I do wanna spend my life with you
I dream "I do" swear these precious words to you
I'm with you and you are beside me

We hold hands and walk along
Our feet in time with each other
I seem to feel like we can always go together

Our love has just begun, we still haven't everything
But for some reason I sometimes dream, I do I do I do
But for some reason I sometimes dream, I do I do I do
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I don't wanna love you. But I do
Its another night and I look at the clock and it's midnight
I see the phone lying next to me
I keep mindlessly picking up that phone
I try to stop my hand but I can't
Its like a habit that it deep with in me that has no rhyme or reason
And I dial your number again
I don't know why in the world I do that!
*CHORUS*
Don't wanna go back to you
Don't wanna see you
Now I really hate you, it's so tough
I don't wanna love you
But I love you But I love you
Don't wanna hang on to you
Don't wanna hold you
I wanna forget everything, I wanna erase it all
I don't wanna miss you
But I miss you But I miss you
We tried to break up a number of times
We decided to a number of times
But we keep coming back to this place
Why does my love for you still linger?
And why do I know we shouldn't do this?
If we know then why?
I don't know why in the world I do that!
* Repeat
Why can't I seem to leave you even though I'm in pain each day?
I know that in the end I'll be hugging you
Everyday the scar gets deeper
Time may go on but it will just get harder
* Repeat
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she told the story ... 11:05 PM


Thursday, November 02, 2006

Well, I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
Be strong, be strong now.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.


she told the story ... 11:40 PM


%that's me

>>*aDeLiNe*<<
(Female) (20) (8 Oct 1988)
(Ex-naps) (Ex-nas) (Ex-MJC)
(NYP PT0701) (NTU BMS)


%FAVOURITES

[God] [Family] [him] [friends] [freedom]



WISHLIST

~> Him
~> Good grades & health for everyone
~> Sony digital recorder VoicePlus ICD-U70(1GB)/ICD-U60(512MB)/ICD-U50(26MB)
~> Electronic chinese dictionary
~> Sony T20
~> A Orange Crumpler
~> A bedroom,totally designed by me
~> Navel piercing
~> Scooter license
~> Scooter
~> Shopping spree(new clothes and accessories)

> Play the guitar
> Play the piano
> Drive
> Nightcycle
> Nightblade
> Scuba dive
> Wakeboard
> Cableboard
> Get toned abs
> Get my kayaking 2nd star

* Graduate with double degree 1st class honours.
* Mug everyday.
* Maintain a healthy lifestyle.Exercise Execise
* Reach my ideal weight of 48-50kg.




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