Sunday, November 05, 2006

Is this for real this time?
Before we broke up many times but in the end you came back.
So is this for real this time?

You know now.
That as time goes by and love doesn't change, it gets harder.
You know now.
Now, even if we love, we can't love.
And if we miss each other, we can't meet.
Don't drink so that you won't get messed up from getting drunk.
If by chance we meet, lets hide away our hearts
and ask how we are as if we were friends meeting after a long time.
It's so sad.
My heart hurts so much.
To erase my heart for you and forget everything..

In the next life, let's meet each other early.
So that we can be with each forever and
so that there will be no need to seperate.

Now, even if we love, we can't love.
And if we miss each other, we can't meet.
Don't drink so that you won't get messed up from getting drunk.
If by chance we meet, lets hide away our hearts
and ask how we are as if we were friends meeting after a long time.
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I sincerely try and wish that I'd be your different today,
that you'd smile to me like that.
Even if my friends try to stop me, I believe
that even if we live in different words, love is one.

Those words, I'm going to have a hard time,
Those words, in the end I'll be hurt
I don't want to hear them. I don't want them.
I know the answer.
The day that I go into your heart
The day that you'll come in time,
All I have to do is wait until that day.
Saving My best for you

When the day ends, I sit in the corner of my small room..
My love hinders in the shabby reality
but I believe that even if we live in different worlds, love is one.
Me being like this can seem foolish but
So what can I do
I know that what I've realized is love.
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We feel the same and slowly learn about each other
Someday we may possibly hear "I do"
In front of our friends we stay as just friends
But we know we'll be together forever, I do

And I wanna know
Is it only me who can feel this way?
Or does your heart feel the same way my does?
Dreaming of always being together
*CHORUS*
I do I do
These words say I'll be with you forever, I do
Whenever I'm with you, carefully in my heart
I do I do wanna spend my life with you
I dream "I do" swear these precious words to you
I'm with you and you are beside me

We hold hands and walk along
Our feet in time with each other
I seem to feel like we can always go together

Our love has just begun, we still haven't everything
But for some reason I sometimes dream, I do I do I do
But for some reason I sometimes dream, I do I do I do
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I don't wanna love you. But I do
Its another night and I look at the clock and it's midnight
I see the phone lying next to me
I keep mindlessly picking up that phone
I try to stop my hand but I can't
Its like a habit that it deep with in me that has no rhyme or reason
And I dial your number again
I don't know why in the world I do that!
*CHORUS*
Don't wanna go back to you
Don't wanna see you
Now I really hate you, it's so tough
I don't wanna love you
But I love you But I love you
Don't wanna hang on to you
Don't wanna hold you
I wanna forget everything, I wanna erase it all
I don't wanna miss you
But I miss you But I miss you
We tried to break up a number of times
We decided to a number of times
But we keep coming back to this place
Why does my love for you still linger?
And why do I know we shouldn't do this?
If we know then why?
I don't know why in the world I do that!
* Repeat
Why can't I seem to leave you even though I'm in pain each day?
I know that in the end I'll be hugging you
Everyday the scar gets deeper
Time may go on but it will just get harder
* Repeat
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she told the story ... 11:05 PM


%that's me

>>*aDeLiNe*<<
(Female) (20) (8 Oct 1988)
(Ex-naps) (Ex-nas) (Ex-MJC)
(NYP PT0701) (NTU BMS)


%FAVOURITES

[God] [Family] [him] [friends] [freedom]



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~> Him
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~> A Orange Crumpler
~> A bedroom,totally designed by me
~> Navel piercing
~> Scooter license
~> Scooter
~> Shopping spree(new clothes and accessories)

> Play the guitar
> Play the piano
> Drive
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> Scuba dive
> Wakeboard
> Cableboard
> Get toned abs
> Get my kayaking 2nd star

* Graduate with double degree 1st class honours.
* Mug everyday.
* Maintain a healthy lifestyle.Exercise Execise
* Reach my ideal weight of 48-50kg.




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