Wednesday, December 27, 2006
You think you might meet that person today. The whole day, you have the feeling that if you go out, you will meet that person. That strong nudging feeling. But circumstances and your head tell you that you might not and will not meet afterall. But in the end...you met. Fate or luck? Is everything planned out to happen like this?
Cruel fate. For that 1 second or even less, intense happiness fills your soul. But soon after, it was followed by a painful stab through your chest. The heavy feeling became painful. You are no longer numbed.
So why did you go out, knowing you might meet that person. Deep down inside, you want to meet that person. You called out to God every night, talking to Him, telling Him your thoughts, emotions and problems. Was it God's plan for you to meet that person? An answer to your calls? i guess it was. But were you prepared? Did you know what would happen and the possible situations that you could be in upon meeting that person? No. Thats what makes life ever so surprising and worth living. God has plans for all of us and i guess we should trust that whatever his plans may be, it would be for our own good and he would be by our side with each step we take.
Things happen when you least expect it to. After awhile, i was glad i met that person. At least i know how that person is, look like and roughly how life have been for him. But it gave rise to many qns with no ans. Life always leave me confused and dazed >.<
Couldn't get into my blog for days. So finally! hehe. Maybe i will change my blog template and song since its gonna be a new year soon. The years seem to pass by quicker. So fast its gonna be 2007. Christmas past by so quickly and now its gonna be the new year celebration. And..finally i can spend the new year with friends. Such privileges comes with the age of 18, i guessed.
she told
the story ...
8:11 PM
